it's freaken boring... i'm so fucken bored... i hate everything right now... and i'm fucken lazy... i have to go clean a large fishtank and i don't wanna...

but it must be done... i want that shit in my room damnit... i'm going to see if fucken mcCoy is going to come over early that way he helps me put that shit inside my room... that shit is uber heavy... freaken half in glass ain't no joke... but that just means that the tank is well built, and i came up sick... maybe later when i get the room in the back i could get something bigger... like a 250gallon or more... but i wouldn't know what to put in there... maybe a shitload of frontosa's and lellupi's... that would be really pimp... i'm tired of looking at malawi cichlids... everyone and thier mom has had them... they're a fucken buck fifty at a LFS... that fucken sucks... frontosa's are at least fifteen bucks each... that's pretty expensive for a fish... but i know that's worth it for such a beautifull fish...

anyways... i'll stick with fancy goldfishes for now... maybe some time next year i could get some frontosa's... but i would need to get a tank with filters and light for sure... and an aerator... i don't have bubbles in my goldfish tank... that's weak... i have over a thousand gallons per hour filtration on a 100g tank... that should be enough water movement for 10 goldies, and a couple of random fishes and shit... pretty pimp shit... that's going to be the stuff... but right now i want to get some gravel and finish it off... i can't believe gravel is so expensive... and i need a hundred pounds of that shit... fucken crazy expensive... but the good stuff is the good stuff... i'm also going to put some river stones in there to add some pez and some real plants to add some zazz... hahaha... i sound like a white guy...

now i promised you guy's that i would give you lessons in how now to be so :fayt:... okay... pay attention you freaken fayts... that is all... lol... now that i'm done with that... let's talk about shit that really bugs the crap out of me... people... i fucken hate people... why are people so damn stupid...??? i don't understand... why am i surrounded by stupid people... okay... i'm going to start talking shit about mcCoy... lol... i know he might be reading this... but it's well worth it if he does... maybe it will give him a reality check... lol... okay i need to start a new paragraph...

okay... he's been talking about that he wants to join the marines, and all of this talk that he's going soon, whatever... he's never going to go... so then alan inlisted into the marines... so he came over and asked me if i want to go with him, we'll be in the buddy system... i laughed and slapped him on the face... turned around and did my bussiness... then i told him to ask mcCoy... he said that i should ask him, and he'd be down with that... as long as he doesn't go alone and doesn't know anyone... k... so we were at jose's that night and we were talking about fish... then it popped into my head... i asked him why don't you go with alan in the buddy system... to me it sounds pretty cool... you don't have to meet new peeps... i hit him up that alan wants him to go with him and he says hell's nah... ¿¿??... WTF...? i said i thought you wanted to go...?? and he said that if alan signs him up for the buddy system, alan will be at higher rank than mcCoy...

AHS:LFKHL:AHSAJDJHSAKHFA: JDF... then jose says... i can't believe you are that much of a fucken hater... and it's true... he's a fucken hater... he would rather go himself, than hook up one of his friend's with a higher rank... i told him... that that fool has some college, and he's going to be higher rank no matter what... mcCoy is a retarded fayt... he doesn't listen to reason... i gave him two cerritos college applications and he just threw them away... i asked him what the fuck are you waiting for... do you think you are just going to get an education handed to you like in high school...??? i'm almost done with my shit... what a fucken tard... he's going to go by himself and not with us... fucken fayt... but anyways... he's a fucken hater... he swears that he's going to make it into the marines... i know that shit is hard, and you have to be fucken the shit... and that fat ass ain't going to make any rank... he wont hang...

so we took him to a petshop yesterday... he doesn't have any petshop rights still... he's on probation... lol... so we took him to the tiki's, but we didn't let him buy any fishes... LOLALKAH:LKDFKDLAHADSLFKJ Ahahahah... that was funny... and torture for him... and they had some nice frontosa's for thirteen bucks... they went down in price... jose then asked him if he wants to buy one of his frontosa's for fifteen bucks... pretty sweet deal... and that fucken idiot hesitated, and didn't come up on the fish fast enough... i don't know why he wants to buy fishes... he's going to go to durango mexico soon... this is something else i don't understand... it needs a new paragraph...

his family and him are going to durango... his mom lent him six hundred bucks for the plane tickets and everything... the fucken idiot hasn't even gotten a passport yet... what a retard... he doesn't even have a real job... he works with his uncle... i know agui doesn't pay him right... lol... they treat him like a kid, and i'm sure they pay him like a kid... lol... so with that said... he really shouldn't be spending all of that money on a trip that's only going to last two weeks... what a fucken dumb fayt... lol... he should stop spending so much time going to church, and hanging around with family and go find himself a real job... he's really getting nothing positive out of going to church, and working with his uncle... god damn he's a fucken :fayt:...

well... that's enough talking shit about stupid :fayt: mcCoy... i'm getting tired and this isn't taking away my boredom... well see you guy's later...

yes the erection part is true... it's morning and i'm here with morning wood... how lovely... lol... okay now for the serious shit...

anyways... i'm just chilling listening to jamiroquai... they are teh awesomest right now... and we just recieved an awesome phone call this morning... the social worker just called my sister saying that we are going to recieve the baby we've been trying to adopt this friday... pretty fucken cool doggy... about fucken time... after more than half a year... eight mother fucken months of trying and paper work... shit... finally we get some good news, and a real holiday gift... now we could really celebrate christmas... i haven't done that in a couple of years... well... since my mom died... but now things are falling into place... everyone will have thier own reasons to celebrate...

well i'm outs... just wanted to tell the good news... thx for reading...
gumbii...

yeah... the holiday season sucks... i hate it... it fucken sucks... i hate it... i can't shop comfortably, bah... and i need to come up on 50 bucks really quick... lol...

what should i do... um... i did pierce two pretty girls yesterday and made some money... but i need that for something else... i just need to make 50 bucks... um... what should i do... hmm... maybe i could sell something... what could i sell...? i think i'm going to put up my waw pedal on ebay or something... but who would buy it... hmm... oh well... maybe i could do something else... like pimp myself out to a fat girl... lol... but what about the other thirty bucks... LOL...asd;jlksadfkjlsdfkjldfljk adkslfjas;ldfkasdfjasd anyways... i just drank a monster... that means i'm not going to be able to go to sleep tonight... fuck it... the little kid is saying that his toe hurts... my toe has been hurting for about three days now... freaken horrible... it suxors... it doesn't make sense... fucken shit... oh well...

i think i fucked up... bah... i just applied for a credit card and got approved... fuck it... i'm giving it to my sister... that way she could use it to buy herself a tv or something... i'll pay the anual stuff, becouse it's expensive, and she could get whatever she wants as long as she pays it... pretty cool... i'm a good brother... then after a wile when she's payed off like half and the credit line goes up... i'm going to max it out... lol... i don't need credit... the way i see it i allready own a house... i'm never going to get a new car out of the dealer... well not under my name... and i really don't need any credit... just like my cousin cris...he's never had a credit card or even a bank account in his life... pretty awesome... they're sharks... i do need a cell phone though... but i hate phones...

well... happy holliday peeps... i really don't mean that... i hate the hollidays... bah-humbug... now i'm really really full of fucken energy... fucken monster... and it was a mega monster energy drink... fucken holly hell... i love these... i asked for an arizona and some kid brought me a huge monster... some people say you become dependant on them, but that's bullshit... really really bullshit... becouse when i was going to school i would drink like three a day so i wont fall asleep in class... and when i stoped going i stoped drinking them... so i know that's fucken bullshit... but then again i can't get addicted to anything... i have a high tollerance... that's why i don't drink, smoke, do drugs i guess... i've tried everything, but i can't get into them... i used to think i didn't do any of that becouse it was disgusting untill i tried them... now i think they are all right... but i just can't get addicted... i'm super...

we just got a really good phone call... we might be getting my nephew this friday... after about eight months since he was born, trying to adopt him we are going to get him this friday... i really really hope we get him... we were promised that we would get him before thanks giving but we didn't... so this will be really awesome if we get him before chrismas... then i might have something to celebrate this year... looks like things are really starting to look up... i guess since i feel like i'm getting old and with all of my friend's getting either married, or having kids i feel way behind... so this might make up for it... i've been thinking alot about kids... but i don't want to be in a relationship... becouse that gets fallowed up by mariage... yikes... we don't want that to happen... but then again some of my own kids wouldn't be so bad... maybe i'll get me some bitch just to have my kid and get the fuck on... but that sounds like way to much responsibility for me... lol...

only if i had some really cool homegirls... but nope... i haven't had a homegirl for a couple of years... i only know friend's girlfriend's or wifes now... lol... damnit... i should of gotten with a girl from highschool... it was so easy to score with bitches back then... now i can't even walk up to a ho... oh well... i guess i'm not trying hard enough... or maybe it's becouse i don't go out much anymore... i need to get a fucken job... then i could meet alot more people... but i also hate drama... oh well... i need to get my shit straight... i need a beer... lol... i really need to get my tank running... see if i do that today...

gumbii...
wish me luck on the adoption people... i have my fingers crossed...

oh shit... i haven't been here since evAr!!!... i can't believe i ate so much... fucken shit face mother...

well... happy thanks giving mother fuckers... lol... damn i'm so bored... and now i found out that the music i put on my myspace profile isn't playing... fucken shit... i hate everyone right now... bah... oh well... i'm going to make this one short... i just wanted to say happy thxgiving to everyone... i'm just a little ticked off right now...

well... that's it... happy shopping mother fuckers...

oh my freaken god... this song is the fucken shit... it's called corner of the earth and it's by jamiroquai... i can't get enough of this mother fucken song... wow... it's amaizing...

anyways... now up for today's bullshit... yes... i said bullshit... today was nothing but bullshit... okay... we were supposed to go to petsmart and get me a penguin 350 filter, a bottle of biobooster, and... i think that's it... danny got a penguin 200, a test kit, and some other bullshit... but the thing was that we had to go to petsmart to price match the stuff... you know... they price match from the internet... pretty cool... but the thing is that we planned to use the same page, since his filter and mine are the same brand only different size... anyways... we walk into the petsmart... it was danny, jose and me... okay... i know we all look ghetto... wearing the raiders and i was all dirty... but it was becouse i was working under a trailer... anyways... we walk in... mooch around the store and i notice that that fucker was fallowing us... i really don't mind but fuck... he made it really really obvious...

so then we get to the filter isle... we crowded around the aquaclear 110 becouse i was considering it... but those are wraped in shrink wrap... but jose busted out with his knife and opened it up... i was thinking about buying it anyways... so we looked at it, i looked up and what did i see...? the manager with some other punk guy walking towards us... he said... do you need any help... and i was like... yeah... um... what filter do you recomend... and he picked the fucken penguin... that guy didn't know shit... what a fucken tard... so anyways he leaves, and danny told me that he took the other guy off of the register just so he could have back up for us... i guess he thought we were going to start trouble or start stealing... but that's bullshit... fuck them...

but that's not all... once i started talking to the girl that works there... she's really cute and i like her... anyways... i was spreading some game on her, and she mentioned that there was some bullshit earlier with some guys... i guess they were re-arranging shit and getting on everyone's nerves... so i'm like... okay... but what's the deal with your manager... she said he was a dick... i'm like... okay... so then it's time to pay... we were behind this lady on the cash register, and she was buying like a jillion cans of catfood... so then the guy that the manager had as backup re-opened his lane... so we go there... the guy was all nervous... then he didn't know how to price match anything, and he gave danny a hard time kind of... but that was becouse he was scared... he had to ask the manager if it was the correct item...

so then the manager said... yeah it's cool... but make sure you keep this... and he pointed at the printed out price list from the site... so then the guy put it aside, and when it was my turned i told him... "i'm going to use that for this..." he said... "uh... i can't do that... store policy..." i was like "bullshit... they've never done that before, and i priced matched something on the first day you opened..." and it was true... i was probably the first person that went in with that and got anything price matched... so anyways... he didn't want to... so i was like... "okay then... i'll be back in 10 minutes..." and the guy gave a nervous laugh... and jose was behind him and he said... "Fucken dick!..." and the guy laughed again... i guess we really scared him... so when we walked out by the manager, i turned and dogged him out sick... i swear i wanted to stab him in the fucken neck... what a fucken cunt...

so  yeah... now i'm fucken pissed off... i'm going back to petsmart tomorrow and i'm going to dog out the manager again... probably shove him aside or something... what a fucken bitch... i'll even tell the girl i like to tell him that some black guys came in and said that they were going to kill him... lol... that way he will move stores or something... fucken white piece of shit bastard mother fucker... that is one of the reasons i hate white people... that fucker just hates us... ever since jose put one of his employees on the spot and made the manager give him a free filter... lol... and then i told him that all of his employees don't know squat... so now he has some kind of anger towards us... but fuck him... i got at least once every week... so fuck him... ashd;lkgash;dlkfasdh;klfj asdfkl;jas;fkhaskl;gsjkdl ;fa mother fucker... he'll get his...

well that's it for today...
laters....

this is fucken insane... why is this place so freaken horrible... i hate it... if someone's not suffering they have problems, or dieing...

last month we got a phone call from san francisco saying that my 21 year old nephew was killed... so wel all got in the van and attended his funeral... poor kid... it was his birthday... i kept in contact with him thru emails and he always sounded to me like a happy kid... but when i had a talk with my cousin (his mom)... she told me that he tried to commit suicide three times, and always suffered from depression... i never knew... if i knew i would of went to go pick him up and had him living with me... but i had no clue... one day he was looking for his best friend... he didn't find him at his house... then he took off... he would never take off byhimself... and that day they found him dead in his own car... they shot him on the chest... they said some nigger did it... rest in piece bobby... i will always love and remember you...

now today about 10 minutes ago my cousin just died... a close one... he used to live with us... i guess after he got problems with his wife and stuff he started drinking... and today at 2.34 pm he passed away... i just got the call from mexico... oh yeah... he lives down in el grullo, jalisco... poor guy... he was 36 years old... and i can't go to his funeral... this really sucks... this is i guess how it goes when you have a gigantic family... the older you get, the more funerals you get... and what i have noticed that the ones that die first are always the good ones... this sucks... rest in piece gilberto... i will always love and remember you...

i can go on for days... but i can't...

gumbii...

fuck it all... i hate everyone and everything right now... i feel like shit... why did this have to happen now... it's such a nice day... and i can't go outside to do what i have to do...

okay... so yeah... i'm sick... i hate it... i have to do alot of stuff this week... there went my job this week... damnit... i had to do a heavy water change on my pond add a pond block, and clean out the 100g tank to put it in my room... this really really sucks ass... i have to do a waterchange right now for my fishies... damnit... i hate everything right now... i'm coughing up a lung and it hurts my sides... oh well... i can't keep on crying... damnit i need cash... i need a job ASAP..! but i need cash alot more... what could i sell..?? i wonder what i could pawn... fuck that... i ain't pawning shit... i'm going to go find some lady that needs some servicing, and sell my services to her... butt...! bah i'm fucken bored... i really don't have anything on my mind... other that i'm fucken sick like hell... god damnit... i'm going to go ahead and end this rant...

see you guy's later...

okay... so i'm coming back to tblog... i don't know why... but i am... maybe becouse i feel like i need to start blogging again... maybe i have to vent alot of shit...

but whatever... lol... yeah i'm back... i also have to fix some of the links and add a couple... i have to add the link to my myspace profile... i can't believe i actually have one... i don't know where that came from... and after i finished doing my profile, i found a very old one that i had made before... hahaha... i just never knew it was going to get popular... now everyone and thier fucken mom has myspace... lol... the myspace blog feature sux so much fucken ass... and i think that i will get more traffic with tblog... i used to get a shitload of views... i even had some fans that would subscribe to my shit... pretty insane... yeah... pretty insane ass people reading bullshit that i type up at 1am in the morning... lol... well not now... it's about 12pm now... everyone is gone and i just walked inside the house... i was outside talking to someone...

and guess who it was... a fucken police detective... some bullshit... from along time ago... i fucken hate talking to people... i hate all people... lol... i had to bullshit him sick... i can't really say why he was here... but bah... yeah... some bullshit... well... i really don't have anything to say right now... maybe just that i'm fucken sick... really fucken sick... i want to killsomeone right now... i feel like shit... and it's all carla's fault... she sent me home all fucken stoned without my sweater at night... she's always poisoning me with stuff... it was all her fault... bah... i'll continue later today or tomorrow...

gumbii...

well... fuck you tblog... i couldn't access the add a blog in a couple of months... so i made another blog somewhere else...

Los Libros del Arkaciah that's right...

click that...

yes the goat... it's always been the goat... i know it... he speaks to me... why don't i speak to me... whatever biatch...

so i ditched school thrusday, and i went to a swapmeet... it was an awesome swapmeet i've never been to... it was mostly antiques and garbage, best swapmeet ever...

so anyways... me and my friend from class went, and on the first isle something caught my eye and when i looked, it was a red wooden goat... i asked how much it was and they said 6 bucks, so i talked them down to 5 bucks... score...

but anyhow... i went to school and showed it to my friends from class... they all tripped out... one asked me what it meant... and why would i buy something like that... i didn't know WTF he was talking about, i just knew that i came up on a bad ass wooden goat... but then he said that it looks like a false idol... then i understood what he was talking about... i guess he looked like something out of a scary/devil movie... but look at him... he's just a red wooden goat...

so i take him home, and my sister's asked me where i was going to put him... then they told me that they don't want it in the house... lol... that was funny... so he's in my room right now... i take him into my room, and stare at him for a wile... then i looked at the goat in my tattoo and i notice something... the wooden goat doesn't have ears... he just have holes in his head... so i'm going to attempt to make him some ears but i don't know what to use... i don't feel like spending months chisling wood and sanding... so i don't know what to use...

today my friend checked it out, and told me that i should find out where it came from or if it's worth anything... ¿is there any way i could find out online where it came from or if it's some kind of antique...? is there a site or something..? or do i have to take it to an antique road show or something...???

check him out... he's sitting on my work truck... i uploaded the pics on a yahoo photo album becouse my browser is being a cock....

isn't he just the pimpest wooden goat you have evAr seen..???

so i haven't been here in like forever... i think at least one month... but anyways... i come back, and i check out if there are any new comments... and i see this bullshit...

oh well... this is it for now... i'll have updates soon of my nephew that we are trying to adopt later... it's been a month, and we are still getting the run around... hopefully we will get him in another month or so...

lates...

gumbii.........

house of... jealous lovers... house of... jealous lovers shake down....... i love this song... why didn't the rapture make more jams... maybe they do but they aren't mainstream like this one...

anyways... like the title says, more drama for my dead momma... this is what happened...okay... this is going to be long... read all of it...

so my sister had a baby three days ago... she's been staying in my house for about a year now... her new boyfriend has been staying with her too... fuck it... he works... but he's been thru some stuff too... he got his kids taken away last year for drugs... and i've known my sister for doing drugs too, but i thought she had stoped since she divorced her husband and lost her first kid too...

so they've been staying in a small room in the back house... she just had her baby, and she got home yesterday... and i was like... where's your baby... she just left, so i asked her man and he told me that she tested positive for drugs and they are taking her baby away... that really really sucks... she didn't tell us anything... so my sister and I had a talk with him, and we agreed that we will try to get custody for him...

my sister went and took fingerprints and told me since i'm going to be guardian too, i have to get fingerprinted... but i don't want to... i have a record... imagine they look it up and see a charge for attempt in murder... so my sister told them that i have my security guard liscense/firearm liscense and she said that that might be enough... but if it's not we might get screwed... oh well... we'll see...

so they told us that we couldn't have our sister living with us anymore, so i had to give them the boot... wich really sux becouse they don't have a place to go... but that's what both of them get... the social worker is going to come to my house this monday... so i have to find out where i'm going to put the dogs (becouse they come in and out of the house) and i'm going to have to put some gates around the pond so they are child safe... i have some kids in my house now, but i've never had any social workers coming over...

they say that she's going to try to get him back, but i don't think that will ever happen... well... not for a couple of years... she has to do 6 months in rehabilitation, and pass multiple psycho evaluation test... i hope she does it... but the reality of it all is that she wont... it hurts me to see how she is, but it's something that she has to take care of... we got tired of talking to her...

this is the second time i had to keep a nephew and raise him with my sister... the first one was from my other sister... she just moved out and left him to us... she moved back, but i still raise him... she can't do anything anymore becouse she got shot in the face 2 years ago and is paralized from the neck down... so he's my son kind of...

in a way i am happy... i don't like kids... but i know i'm never going to have any of my own, so i'm happy with these two boys... i haven't seen the baby yet... i'm at work when it's visiting time, but we might get him monday... we got to go to court monday... yay more court ... we also want to change his name... i guess they were so high that they named him some fucked up ass shit... honestly... i think they named him nalaariam... that's thier names backwards... maria alan... idiots... and i think his middle name is coyoxli... he's indian mexica...

i want to give him a traditional mexican man's name... like marcelo, or demetrio... his last name is going to stay leal... that's means loyal in some indian dialect... well anyways... that is all...

i'm tired... i want to type more shit, but i'll make to much noise... my sister isn't feeling too good, and told me that i get to loud on the keyboard... i guess i get into it, or on a roll... lates...

gumbii.........

that's one of the best songs i've heard so far, and it's so simple, and only has a couple of words for the lyrics... uh-yayee-yay!!!!

that is all... i will post a new blog later tonight... i have time i guess....

so i partied this weekend... and when i got home, i found someone that had partied a little too much... lol...

my dogs were barking and my sister looked outside and told me there was a girl standing at the gate... i go outside and ask her if she had a problem... (i'm such a jerk) so then i turn around and let the dogs bark at her more, and she sat down... and started pulling up grass and playing with it.... then she layed down, and stoped moving... i called my friend out and he started poking her thru the gate with a broom... and she wouldn't move... i started to get mad and yelling at her to get the fuck off of my sidewalk... i didn't want her to die infront of my house...my sister got on the phone and called 911... by the time she hung up she got up like nothing and walked across the street to the park... then she made it to the slide, dropped, and rolled about three times and landed on the sandbox... she started throwing sand on her face and the cops showed up... they took her, ambulance and we all went to sleep... the end...

this was about 3AM... i have just gotten home from a armando's birthday party... oh well...

that is all... i'm bored as hell and have to go to school tomorrow... here are some pics that might not work for you, but do for me of that chic that i found outside the house... yes i took pics...

man... i hate being sick, and i hate sick people being sick... nen is sick and she is waiting to be taken to the hospital... she looks horrible...

i don't know why, but everytime something happens to nena i get worried and sad... i think it's becouse she feels like she is my responsibility somehow... i always tell her to watch her self, and watch what she eats... and now she's knocking out on the couch and i could hear her weezing from here... it's saddening me... why haven't they taken her to the hospital yet... i told her to take medicine... maybe it was my fault becouse i took the last of the amoxocilin... i shouldn't of taken it... i should of asked her how she was feeling first... i rather be sick and dyeing than to see her like this... she's just been diagnosed as animec(sp?)... and i know her imunities aren't as strong like mine... she's really really sick... and i don't understand why they are laggin in taking her to the damn clinic... they asked me to print them out a map and i did... and now they are just lagging... they are supposedly waiting for vaca to come home to watch the kids or something... but i don't think that ass is going to come home for a wile... he always takes off, and fucks around... what a fucken cock...

oh well... i haven't slept since tuesday morning... i am so fucken tired... i'm going to go to sleep in a wile... i'm dead fucken tired... i wanted to do alot of shit on my website.... but meh... oh well... i'll do it later... i got to go shopping tomorrow for a bead curtain... i'm getting it for jose's room... pimp like whoa... maybe... i just made some cash piercing seven people... so i guess i'll get him something and order some needles from ebay... i'm running low... i'm probably going to get like 40 bucks of stuff from ebay... needles and barbels... yay... piercing for life...

i must go now... lates....

gumbii..........

it's 4am and i can't sleep becouse i drank coffee, and i'm sick, my ear still hurts, and i got classes later today, and i don't want to go becouse i can't paint my nails black...

best and longest sentence on the planet... awesomeness... but yeah... that pretty much sums it all up... i hate everyone right now... i got the nail polish remover, cotton and everything to repaint my nails, and when i went to my room to get the nail polish i couldn't find it... i bet my stupid sister took it... fucken ass pregnant tweeking bitch... why the fuck does she have to take my stuff for... i'm fucken sick of her... i'm about ready to kick her ass out of my house and onto the fucken streets... see how fucken good she does without my or my sister's helping hands... she's fucked us over way to many times and i'm tired of it... it's the little things like that that really get me mad though... i've had other things stolen from me before, but when it comes down to stuff that i use alot, like my camera, nail polish, pens, notebooks... that shit really pisses me off... it's stuff that i use ever fucken other day and she knows it... so why the fuck would she take them from me and act like she don't know what the fuck i'm talking about... even if i have a shitload of witnesses she still deny's everything...

argh!!!!... anger... okay i calmed down a bit... and i'm also getting kind of sleepy... and it's not even close to 6am... i'm wondering if i should sleep a little... i don't think i'm going to shower in the morning becouse it will be ice cold, and i am really sick... i don't want to get any sicker than i allready am... but i don't want to be a dirty mexican in class... ah fuck it... as long as i don't stink... lol... i never stink... i smell fresh all of the time... fucken nail polish...

um....

i found my nailpolish... it fell in the mountain of crap next to my bed... i don't feel bad of what i said about my sister... it's becouse they have told me that she was snooping thru my shit yesterday, and i put one plus one and came up with two... oh well... my nails are now painted black... mag's nail polish remover is the shit... i juse used one cotton for both of my hands and that was it... that shit was like acid to the nail polish... and that was like four layers of black... wow... good stuff... well, i asked my sister if she's seen my nail polish and she told me where it was... then she said that guy's aren't supposed to paint thier nails... whatever... i could do whatever i want with my fucken nails... they're long anyways... might as well make them look ridiculously nice by painting them black... they are long and pointy... like dracula from the bram strokers movie... but painted black... i don't know why i started painting them black... i just felt like doing it one day, and i liked the way it looked...

well... it's 5am now... it's only been an hour... i'm going to get my clothes ready, and finish my nails... see you all later...

and comment fuckers...

gumbii......

fucken shit wizard... how could of you have fucked me up so fucken bad... mother fucken jerk ass... i'm going to report your ass...

anyways... i'm freaken sick... yes, i thought i was untouchable/invincible... but somehow this virus has entered my body and given me an ear infection... and it hurts, and i have a cotton ball stuck in it and it smells like vicks and garlic at the same time... i hate it... i want it to go away... i took some antibiotics, but OMG... it's bothering me... not much the pain... just the slow pulsating pain... it's making me go nuts... why the fuck did i get sick... oh well... well anyways... i must go now... i want to sleep a little...

oh, and the fucken wizard took my disclamer button thing... it's not working for me for some reason... i blame him... i took him out, and he took my disclamer with him... the script is still there... it just doesn't come out under the options, or when i open my page... oh well...

¿¿¿and where the fuck is my duck...???!!!!!!

gumbii..................

wow... so we meet again... lol... whateva!!!... i'll make this one short, and i'm going to edit those pics into links... it's fucking up my style...

anyways... i got online and like always checked out the forum... tara posted up this thread about microsoft teaching parent's about this new trendy 133t5p33k crap... if you don't know what it is the link is right here...
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what a fucken huge waste of bandwith... really... they could of had something really informative, like how to prevent the gmail.com white screen of death... lol... but they had to waste everyones time and talk about internet jibberish... they swear like it's new shit, or so trendy it's dangerous... why do they even bother... no one consider's that as informative information... it's useless crap... not useless becouse i use it alot, but for parent's... it's useless... if thier kid is old enough to comprehend that shit, they are old enough to know what the fuck is the difference between right and wrong... well... there's a little button if it was informative or not, and i put not... and i wrote them this...

gumbii.........

hahaha... why the fuck am i so fucken hatefull...¿ oh well... consider it nothing... OMG a perfect circle is the shit... they came out on the movie constantine... OMG everyone and thier father fucking mom should go see that fucken incredible movie... it's awesome... i saw it saturday night, and i say that it was money well spent... i enjoyed every minute of that movie... and that says alot, becouse i am a picky movie asshole... everything about that movie was awesome, and they are talking about making a part 2 to it... YAY... i can't wait... fucken huge ass mosquitos are eating me alive here... west nile like whoa...

good news is today is the release of gran tourismo 4... OMGIBSOFUCKENHAPPY!!!!!!! !... i reserved it and i will pick it up later today... i'm also going to trade in three games that i fucken hate, and never played in my life... one of them is not mine, but fuck it... hahaha... i don't care... i hate seing them right there collecting dust... i might turn in four... i don't know who's gettaway game that is, but no one is ever going to play that shit... fuck it...

well... that's all for tonight...

gumbii..........

well check him out... this is nigger cris braiding my sister's hair... i had to take a pic right away...

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well... that's it for now... i'll blog later today....

okay... so we drank a little more than half a bottle of vodka... the big one... and i don't feel anything... ¿WTF is wrong with me...?

it's always the same shit... we drink a shitload of alcohol, everyone gets shitfaced, and i still feel absoloutly nothing... i'm at home browsing the web, talking shit to people... and i don't feel anything... and i drank a shitload of vodka... and then this bull shit happens... there's this kid at my house right now, i think he's 15... i don't know how the fuck he got two full cups of vodka/cranberry juice mix... i guess he snuck off with them when we weren't looking... so now he's all fucked up... he's not a little small kid, he know's what he should be doing... he smokes weed, and his parent's don't care... so again i blame the parents... anyways... so everyone is gone... and he was sleeping on my couch... and he threw up... i will post pictures of him right now... hold on so i could host him... warning on pics... but fuck it... amaizing... i think these pics are super huge... but fuck it...

oh... and these pics are huge... didn't feel like sizing them down... so they are going to fuck up my blog site... oh well... that's what he get's for being a fucken huge cock... right now he's in my bathroom naked and masterbating in the toilet... i'm serious... roger told me he saw him... that doesn't make me laugh... it get's me really mad... oh well... i wanted to post all kinds of stuff today... but i must leave now... i want to wake up early in the morning tomarrow... yeah fucken right... but anyways... i must be leaving... anyways... good bye...

gumbii........

man i fucken love tool... best band on the mother fucking planet... i'm so serious... i'm listening to the patient by tool... and i can't stop...

i'm going to practice that song untill i get it right... i must learn how to play it and sing it... anyways... i'll would like to talk about what the fuck is on my mind... today i helped agui change the neighbor's windshield... well, not really... i just sat on the back of his work truck plucking away at my bass... but when timmy parked the car so we could work on it came, he said that he just went to the guitar center in san fransisco, and was thinking about getting the kids some guitars and take them to classes... his brother is going to start giving lessons at a nearby community center near his house... i don't know where he lives, but he's the vocalist for quinto sol... that just made me think a little more on what i was pondering earlier with agui... i was telling him about this great bassist named manthing, and how he was taught by who i think was the best on the bass, jaco pastorious... and how without his teachings, he wouldn't be where he is at right now... that's incredible...

so i started thinking how i would love to teach someone how to play the bass, and i know that ethan wants to learn how to play the bass... his dad is the guy that is living at my house, and has my sister pregnant, and is her boyfriend... he's cool people... ethan is a incredible child... he always comes over and kicks it... i showed him how to play his first tune on the bass... i showed him how to play the white stripes' seven nation army... it's really easy, and cool... and i couldn't believe how fast he learned it, and how he still remembers how to play it... so when i came home today from the shop, he was at my house... i guess he asked mag if he could use adrians nylon acoustic for a day or two... as long as he takes care of it... anyways... he was asking me some stuff, and i showed him a couple of basic chords, and how to play it smells like teen spirit... it felt good knowing that i am actually getting thru to him... now i know how some school teachers feel... maybe not... i know teachers really hate thier jobs deep down inside...

but i felt great... then when he left, i told my sisters that i can't wait untill adrian my nephew gets older, and i could spend some time with him teaching him how to play a guitar, or a bass better... if he dedicates himself enough, i will buy him a good electric... but that's down the line... hopefully he will love music as much as i do, and dedicate himself as much as i do... and i will steer him away from rap, or other bullshit music... i think that i will kick his ass if i hear him listening to regaeton, or other curacao bullshit faggot ass music... oh shit... i got pissed off for a second... but yeah... i was telling cris about it too... he said that that's what he always wanted... when he has kids, he wants them to be surrounded by music, and art... that would be great... poetry, pictures, paintings and all kinds of other stuff that i like... anyways... i think i'm going to finish this early becouse i have to get ready for school in a wile... fuck sleeping... lol...

laters....

gumbii...............

sum 41 kicks arse...!!! i know i never thought i would say that in my life... but they're a hole lot of talent, into a very small stupid package...

that is all...

psycke...

i just downloaded the entire chuck album using torrentspy... pretty sweet... DSL fucken owns me right now... i also got illustrator, but i don't know how the fuck that shit works... it's insanely hard to use... it's crazy... yeah... sum 41 is allright... they have a huge metallica hint that they give off... like when you smell spagetti, but you are really just smelling the basil and other spices... but you know it as spagetti... i'm tired... lol... i woke up really late today... at least i did something... i changed the filter on the pond, fed the fish... and went to mygraynt with agui to pick up a windshield... i should of taken pics... i've never seen so many damn windhsields and car windows all at one place... and it's so damn close to my house... it's only in comerce... then we took a trip to sav-on...

okay... everyone klik on this now... first mac hahaha... lol... i can't believe that people were cheering that shit on... i feel sorry for old people... especially the ones fascinated with technology... we get new technology all of the time... we could implant a locating device on our dogs for twenty five bucks... c'mon people... the future is now... lol... if we would of tried to explain that to someone in the 40/50's they would of laughed at your face, or labled you insane... i can't believe how everyone back then ate it all up when a stupid computer read a paragraph out loud, and when they bust out new technology that stores gig's of mp3 songs in something the size of a pen people don't react the same... like if it allready existed... is that becouse we're ahead of our time, or just ignorant stupid people...? i don't get it... they should make a great deal out of that kind of shit... not only thru advertizing... maybe becouse i'm sick and tired of all of those ipod commercials... U2 sux...

i'm not posting any pics... i still don't know where to upload them to... i don't want to use photo bucket becouse they resize my pics... bah... what if i want to upload and post a really, really huge pic of a blade of grass... or something like that... people that know me, and have seen my pictures know that i am not fucking around when i say that shit... lol... so what... it's not like it's a waste of film or batteries... my batteries are rechargable, and i have a 256mb card... so it's all good... i'm happy taking a picture, or the sun rising over the barb wire, or a four leaf clover growing in a sidwalk crack... i think that that is realy neat... and different... i've taken pictures of toilet paper by a window before... lol... that one was my greatest pic evAr... idiot... guess what song i'm listening too..??? yeah... you're right... disposition by tool... and i'm sure i'm going to listen to it for a couple of hours straight... i swear that i'm so stuck on stupid when i hear that incredibly smart bassline...

anyways... i'm downloading 700mb of crap right now... it's at 50% and still another 2 hours or so to go... damnit... but it's emedia's bass method... i realy want that program... it will help me better myself a little on the bass guitar... i've been wanting to buy it... but i haven't had the chance to go to the guitar center and pick it up... oh well... i also got illustrator... but i don't have a fucken clue how to start on that shit... it's really really hard... and i don't feel like learning something new really quick... i want to get like a faq, or walkthru on how to convert a normal file into a vector image... and i flushed another rat down the toilet today... i'm going to try that illustrator in a wile... i'm also going to burn the adobe and macromedia software on a disc... they are taking up to much hard-drive space... bah... this shit has enough space... i'll do it after the program is installed and everything... i don't know how i ever lived without  DSL... seriously...

i just discovered that i could use macromedia freehand to create vectors as well... oh well... fuck it... i will learn to use both... kind of... lol... i guess i'm going to go to sleep soon... not much to say... i hate leaving short blog entries... oh well...

good nite....
gumbii..............

so my sister got DSL on this computer... OMG it's so fucken awesome... i can't stand it... the internet experience is so awesome...

and i'm going to start hosting on photo bucket... i was using yahoo, but you people keep saying that you can't view the pics... so fuck it... i'm switching back to photo bucket... i'm not going to fix the previous picture post... i'm just going to leave it that... but i'll post pics later... i don't feel like doing all of that shit right now... plus i'm downloading a shitload of pron... wonderfull wonderfull pRon... i didn't have internet access for like two weeks... i was having sick ass withdraws... nasty... i guess i will start on how my day was today... OMG...

so i wake up about 7am today... guess why... my dad came to visit today... OMG i was so fucken frieghtened... i was awake the entire time... but i pretended to be asleep to avoid him... then when it all passed... i took a shower, and went to say hello... he was really calm... so that was cool... then i hit him up becouse i've been having hardcore heartburn the last couple of months... yes months... so he said that he will bring me some really good pills, that make zantax look like certs... awesome... he said that it actually gets rid of ulcers... and i'm pretty sure that i have a ulcer or too... i can't even eat peanut butter without waking up at night choking like an idiot... that shit sux and hurts... and since i got a grill cheese maker the other day, i've been making a grip of peanut butter & jelly sandwiches and toasting them in there... that is the shit... but i try not to eat them really late...

so he told me that he will hook it up with the medicine... then i showed him how to program a universal remote control that he has been having trouble with... then he left... tan TAN!... lol... anyways... i took off with agui today becouse he had to go get some business cards today... he needs them this week, and he's paying a shit load for them... well, that's what i think... but he said it's a deal... he wants me to design his shit, so i'm thinking about downloading some torent shit... maybe illistrator, or macromedia shit... eitherway, i'm going to hook him up sick... well, this weekend anyways... i'm really supporting agui and all of his efforts... i don't want him to fail like other people that have tried to open thier own businesses and companies... agui has alot of heart for this project, and i don't see him failing like everyone else... plus, he brought up ATG company, and he could do it again... i want to work for him too... i kind of hinted him on opening a rice/performance shop, and he really liked that idea... but it's going to have to wait...

he also needs to get a truck... he's looking for a 97-below hard body nissan pickup... i don't think that he's going to find one anytime soon, becouse no one likes to slang them shits becouse they are really good, and dependable trucks... and if he does come accross one, it ain't going to be cheap... but that's what he wants... so fuck it... i don't think i'm going to graduate this program... i'm behind every fucken work experience... so i'll just take the knowledge that i got, and take it somewhere else... fuck the police for fucking up my liscence so bad... why did they have to fuck with the red del sol... why couldn't they pull over someone else that night... there were like twenty fucken cars that day... assholes... oh well... so yeah... agui says that he will probably start hireing people in like six months... i'm going to be the first to apply... he's going to make a shitload of cash doing this shit... and for sure he's going to be able to afford me... i'll be happy with minimum wage... lol...

he's also looking for a spot to have a warehouse, and park his truck... i'm going to checkout some places for him tomarrow... he has an apointment to do some papper work tomarrow... so i'll do him that paro... i really really need a job... i remember when i first started blogging, i was setting some goals for me... yeah fucken right... where the fuck is my dodge magnum... let's see... in my fucken dreams... man this really sux... i also need a girlfriend... i got to clean up first... i'm going to cut my hair tomarrow, and shave... them i'll go look for some pan somewhere... i need to stop being a faggot, and walk up to some girls at least... yeah... but i get scared... but just like coco told me when i said that i don't have confidence... he said that that is all bullshit... all i have to do is swallow that fear, and get in thier faces... it doesn't matter how you look, it's all about the way you talk, and the impression you leave... i think that is the best advice i've evAr had... better than "punch her in the stomach so it don't leave bruises"...

damn... downloading at 100KB/s is the shizznitizznizzle... OMG DSL where have you been all of my life... the package also came with a wireless modem, so when i fix the laptop, i will get a wireless PCMIA card... yay for me... i also just discovered how to use bittorrent shit... thanks dreamacyde for the info... i also need to come up with another sticker for our carclub... grass said that he will handle all of our stickers... so fuck it... might as well take advantage of that offer... even if grass does have a reputation of never coming thru... but he has come thru a couple of times with me... he got me a shitload of team sol stickers, and yesterday he broaght me some plexiglass... it wasn't the colour, but i'll make good use of it somehow... i'm crafty bitch... i'm really tired, but i want to wait for the download to finish, so i could start another download... fuck keeping them on the hard drive... they are all going on a cd... i think i have a CD-RW somewhere here... i'll use that instead... they are more durable that my sister's memorex disc...

oh... and for the people that don't know how to turn off my wizard... you are retarded... you right click it, and select hide... i don't know how you mac people do it... thier damn mouses don't have right click... how the fuck do you do it then...?? i don't understand... when i use grass's mac i'm super clueless... idiot is me... but it's not my fault... windows interface is much easier to get used to, and that's all i've ever used...  besides linux, and soloris... fuck i need to munch on something... i'm getting neaxious... i don't know how to spell that word... lol... bah... fuck it... that's what i get for eating a shitload of dark chocolate this late of night... lol... yummy... vaca got a bag of the dark hershey's nuggets... those are the bestestests... damnit... i just remembered that we have a test this monday for psych class... damn and i've haven't studied or done shit... i don't know how i do it to pass every class that i get... but i'm so damn good at it... lol... OMG... i'm listening to tool again... reflection is the shit...

so yeah... my sister's friends moved in with us... they didn't have anywhere to go... so they came to us, and we are renting them the back house... i guess this makes us some hardcore stereotypical wetback mexicans... we have...... .. fourteen people living in a... you could say five bedroom house... lol... that shit is so fucken rediculous... but at least no one is out in the cold... i rather have a shitload of people living cramped up in the house, than know that they are suffering somewhere, or going from hotel, to hotel... that really sux... and they have six kids... they are awesome kids though... what's fucked up is that i have the biggest bedroom in the house, and sleep in there by my self... lol... hooray for me being better than everyone else... i'm so awesome, and such an asshole... i truelly am the man of the house... you know what...? i forgot to count two other people that sometimes stay here... so the total is sixteen... lol...

but yeah... i don't pay anybills, but i'm still the man of the house... whatever i say goes... i don't try to be an asshole, but people take my hints like the word of god... i said... fuck my dogs need dog food, and they go out and fetch a bag of pedigree for me... i didn't ask them to... i was going to get them food, tomarrow... oh well... fuck it... i say... damn i should move those huge pots to this side of the yard, and bam... they go do that... i said... i always wanted to grow suger cane in the backyard... and i wake up with huge suger cane stalks in my bedroom floor... lol... and this was like a week ago, i haven't planted them yet... i don't know where... lol... and the kids listen to me more than thier parents... and thier parent's love that... they just give me a look, and i calm thier kids down with a stare... but that's only if they are acting like little assholes... i hate kids, and i'm a sagitarious... lol... so i'm uber-asshole... yay...! i love punishing other people's children... i  had to make one of them pick up buddha's shit in the back yard becouse he got suspended for fighting at school...

they are also scared that i will hand cuff them to a tree in the scary dark back  yard... lol... that's the best... what a dick... oh well... whatever works... man the download hasn't finished... it's been like 40 minutes allready... but i'm downloading 217mb... so i say if i get it done in an hour, i did good...

well... i guess that's all for today... i'll upload pics, and do different stuff tomorrow...

gumbii.....

pretty hardcore weekend... six pichers of beer, sports bar, 9 twelve backs, 4 idiots, one baby shower, one day sobering... equals one fun weekend...

OMG, this is how i felt when we went to B.J.'s for some drinks... we had to make up a excuse, so we celebrated burro's birthday... what a weenie... we planned it a week ahead, and non of his buster friends showed up... haha... fucken asshole losers... so anyways... we show up and take a table at the bar section... fuck making reservations, or waiting an hour and a half for a table... we start off light... we get two pitchers of Jeremiah red to start... i think it has 7.1% alcohal value.... it's some good ass dark beer... it looked like we were the only ones getting dark beer around us... the girl was tripping... i'm pretty sure she's never seen 5 guys pound 6 pitchers of thier strongest darkest beers in an hour and a half... yeah i know... we also got two BBQ pizzas... those are the best pizzas on the planet... i swear to got they are... you go to go to this place... it's called B.J.'s and it's located at cerritos square by the mall... awesomeness... so after we decieded to leave...


gabriel and jose...


jose, and grass...

OMG that cookie was the best cookie on the planet... it had fresh vanilla ice cream on it... and it was all chewy, and hot... chocolate chips and everything... OMG it was so good... i ate the entire thing... the waitress found out that it was gabriels birthday... supposedly... and she hooked it up... so i ate it... everyone tasted it... but i ate it... OMG it was so delicious... i loved every bite of it... yummity yum yum... next time we go i'm defenetly going to buy a couple of those... but i'll try the white chocolate one, or macadamia... last time they offered us desert, but then me and carla looked at ourselfs and we hung our head down and said no... lol... i'm getting incredibly fat, and i don't need it... but fuck it... it's so delicious...

i drove juan's truck becouse the idiot was too drunk, and josé drove his accord... yeah we were pounded... but i still didn't feel that fucked up... but when we got home, gabriels friends decieded to come over, and we made them buy a shit load of beer... take a look...

newcastle, becks, and ¿grolsch?.... WTF is grolsch...???

esgardo, burro, and carlitos...

stupid drunk ass grass...


that's jerry (wannabe gumby) and juan... looks like he's shitting...

carlitos, esgardo, burro, agui, jerry, and josé...

idiots... and yeah these are pictures of us drinking outside my side walk... that is my house... OMG those pics are nothing than what really happened... after we got home... they started drinking again... i didn't... i had to go to sleep early becouse i had to go to a baby shower early in the morning to set up... i had to be up at 7... fuck that... so i tried to sleep really early... so anyways... burro's friends got beer for them twice... OMG twice... even after josé gave carlito's car the "Flying Peanut"... lol... stupid josé gets so drunk he's funny... he threw a peanut at his car, and turned and said... "he just got the flying peanut"... WTF was that about... then before that... we were rapping about that short guy carlitos... he's not my friend... he's burro's friend... and we always rap when we are drunk... it's super funny... i need a camcorder or something... so we started rapping about the idiot... and he started to get a little closer... and we stopped rapping... but then josé "me'd" the song... he did something like... Me me me me me ME Me... i've never heard that idiot do anything like that in my life... we started laughing like jack asses...

juan was super wasted too... he went into my house and started flaunting his cash around... what an nincompoop... i asked him if he had a pearl necklace in his wallet, and he shut the fuck up... lol... that's an inside joke... then he got really close to flo (mag's friend), and looked at her shirt... she had the simpsons... then he started nameing people... that's gumbii, that's josé, that's... when he got to the third "that"... he touched her nipple with his finger... LOL... that was comedy... so he got embarrased and walked outside... then he was telling me something, and he put his lips on my shoulder, and agui started laughing and talking shit... i said... "i'm going to tell josé about this"... and he got really red, and ran inside... he was talking to my sister's and all of the sudden he knocked out on the couch... that was the first time he's ever slept in my house i think... he usually gets all stuborn and sleeps at josé's house... they're related...

jerry was also plastured... he went to my bathroom, and fucked it all up... he did something that i didn't know it was possible... he fucked up my shitter with shit... he clogged it up, and made it chocolodo... lol... idiot... then he goes out, and asks me... "how do you flush your toilet?"... i told him that he has to plunger it... so he started plungering it... and OMG it gets worse i guess... josé comes, and tells him just to leave it alone... lol... so who has to fix, it and clean it up... that's right... me... don't be surprised... it's my friend, i don't mind... but OMG i wish i didn't have to... it was so horrible... i gagged and threw up a little in my mouth... i should of taken a picture... then he sends burro back to see if it's still cloged becouse he wanted to use it again... lol... fucken shit... so i just left to the living room... i didn't want to be around... so i wanted to fall asleep... i turned on my alarm clock... and layed down...

and what happened next... i kept hearing people... "¿where's gumbii?" times a million... then i heard josé come into the room to use the restroom... after he finished he turned around and turned off the light... then he walked out, but stopped... i guess he remembered that i was laying down in my bed... he turns the light back on and yells... "FAGGOT!!!".... lol... i wanted to laugh so hard but i just held it in... that was hillarious... then i tried to go to sleep more... i had a head ache becouse of the stupid ice cream... then 10 minutes later i got a huge nose bleed... then after i fell asleep, i got a horrible shit attack... then after that... i woke up with horrible heart burn... that was the worst... i guess it was the pizza or the beer... damn ulcer... i hate it... why do i have to be plagued with every disease on the planet...??? oh well... at least i'm not gay... lol... josé says i'm half gay... i'm not sure what that means... but i'm okay with it... as long as i'm not fully gay... lol...

so i wake up early as fuck the next day... OMG i was so tired... i only slept like 4 hours... so i get ready and my ride is here... it was my cousin cris... it was his cousin's baby shower... so we start setting up stuff... cleaning... shit like that... then i had a soda break... i started staring at this guy....

yeah i know... it's a pigeon... but this pigeon was tripping me out... he was building a nest from little pieces of dead dry grass... he must have been doing this for hours, or not days... he had a shit load of grass all ready in his hole thing... i was amazed, and inspired by this poor bird... how could something that probably no one has ever singled out in it's life be doing something so increadible... i've never seen it done before... i've seen spiders make thier webs and stuff... but this guy was building his own house... for his family... he was being a responsible parent... then i started thinking about life... i don't want to get into it, becouse i still don't have an idea about it... but it made me think... so i had to take a picture of him... i printed him out and put him on my school folder... i will remember him forever... or at least try to...

so in the baby shower... a grip of people showed up... i know hardly any of them... just a handfull... burned a couple of DVD movies... watched the primus concert DVD in full HDTV and 5.1 dolby surround... awesome... primus is so much talent for one band... i got to check out oysterhead later... so that was my saturday... not much... i was still drinking newcastle... pretty good day... sunday... josé, carla and me went to the starlight swapmeet... it was fun... at least i got out of the house for once... it's been a wile since i've been to any outdoor swapmeet just to walk... josé got dewey a dog collar, and i'm thinking about getting buddah a custom gray leather dog harness... the old man wants 30 bucks for a custom harness... that is so worth it... we're going back this sunday, and i'm going to give him at least $10 so he could make me the harness... he said that he could get any kind of leather, and hook it up... i want to get him a matching leash, collar, and a matching collar for me... with spikes...

today monday, i went to class... OMG it was so fucken boring... but i met some new people... i don't know what the fuck thier names were... but they seemed really cool... i guess normal college people aren't like us mechanicly inclined people... they are much stranger than us... or just not as much assholes like us... lol... this guy seemed really nice, but he didn't come on to strong, or sound like he was trying to hard... he was just a really cool person... he gave us copies of the puzzles we had to do... i wonder why he made so many extras... maybe he did it for that sole purpose... hmm... i wonder... then foot came to my house... he wanted me to put on his stereo becouse it got stollen... check it out....

so i got clarion that i had laying around and tried to install it... it didn't work... i ran all of the fucken wires, installed a amp, did everything... and the damn shit didn't work... i probably worked on his car for like 2 hours straight... with several breaks in between... but in the end the shit didn't want to make a sound... fuck everybody that moment... but it's all good...

lol... josé's mom asked him why he was throwing up and acting like an idiot... she knew he was drunk... she was just beating around the bush... and you know what he said..???¿ "es por qué comi mucho turkey"... what a fucken idiot... he told her becouse he ate too much turkey... LOL... who the fuck would say that... OMG dork 100% 4 lyfe...

well i'm outs... i'm uber tired... i'll see you all tomarrow... if you read the entire thing comment on it... if you didn't don't leave any idiot comments... thank you....

gumbii..........