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here's a cute lil' asshole gothic fetus from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!
i want to hate you this way... i want you everyday... stay away from me....
01.27.04 (2:44 am)   [edit]
i forgot what i was talking about yesterday.. nah... i'm just kidding... i didn't want to finish the story becouse it would hurt some feelings and stuff... but i will talk about my day today.. which was yesterday... i lost like 4 days from not blogging... but it's all good...

today was a THUPPER joy joy day... and a stupid ass i hate everyone kind of day... whatever...

lets talk about the stupid shit first... before i forget it all...

today i wake up... okay... like everyother day... by screaming... my sister and my brother in-law were argueing again... idiots... so they got into another fight... woot woot... whats the difference right...??? wrong... this time that asshole went too far... he got personal...

they were fighting inside the house... i was gone... my sister asked them politely if they could take it outside or something... so he snapped and starting talking shit to mag... he started telling her to stay the fuck out of it... and something about he can walk and she can't... weak... what an asshole... i can't believe he actually went that low...

so he left... felt like an idiot... then my sister said it was over... okay... whatever... then all kinds of chaos started brewing...

my sister found out that he was cheating on him... okay... then she found out that he didn't have custody of him... okay... then she found out that he has some other chic pregnant in arizona..!!!!!! WTF??!?!?!... so that was the last one...

that mother fucker... he tried to come and talk to me and agui... but before he put the car in park i started yelling at him... man... i'm so proud of myself... i stood up to my family... i don't like doing it... becouse i don't like getting involved in drama... i don't like being in the middle of drama... i just stay out of it... but that mother fucker got me fucken pissed off...

this is what i told him... he came up and said... whats up gumbii... oh no... this is all me... "whats up you stupid bitch ass mother fucken son of a obese ugly bitch..." he just looked surprized... i guess that's not like me and i got him off guard... then i said... "piece of shit mother fucker... don't you ever come back at my house ever again... i'm going to have fun shooving it all up my ass just like you said... i can't wait to see your handi-crap laying in the gutter starving to death... i won't even have a second thought in taking you into my house..." then to finish him off... i got personal... "i hope one day that your sister gets shot in the face... and your mother dies... and when she does... i will meet her in my hell, and force her to swallow my dick like all the other prostitutes that roam the streets..." by then he just took off...

gumbii 1 the rest of the world 0.....

fuck my tooth hurts... and it hurts alot... my dad offered to take me to tijuana and get my teeth fixed over there... but i'm scared and i don't trust them.... fuck that shit... i heard about what happened to those ladies that got breast implants... i'm not getting implants but still... weaksauce...

ebay owns all...

another good and exciting thing of the day is my new baby girl... i took home my puppy... for the full story klik [url=here]http://www.hondavision.com/fo...[/url] that should work... i don't know if you need pictures...

anyhow...
her name is Bobby Sabine Rodriguez de Garcia.... damn mexicans...

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she is full blooded pit... but she is half black nose pit, and half red nose master pit... she is going to be one month on the 28th of this month...

as you can see... she has some major fat bitchism... i was going to get another girl that had her father's head and body... but she was an wierd color... but she was going to be big... then i thought about it... i just want her for breeding... so i picked out the one that has the nicest coat, and better colour... the picture makes her look brighter than she is... i'll get better pics after i buy new batteries tomorrow...

i'm going to clip her ears next month... i'm thinking about doing that to my other pit buddha... but then he won't be buddha, becouse he won't have any ears like the buddha... and i'm going to pierce both of thier ears....
if anybody still wants to buy one... i think he wants 150 each for them... but i can give to you for my price... 100 bucks... they are full bred pits... he only has three left... he has a two boys and one girl... the girl is going to be huge... she has a huge head, and huge paws.... one of the boys is black, and he is going too... and he has the best coat out of the entire litter... he is a real good dog... and other boy is brendle black and brown... but dark brendle...

she's asleep right now... i'm going to get some dog ID tags from Ebay in a wile... awesome...

well... i'm going to sleep right now... my tooth hurts and i got to do alot of stuff tomorrow...

gumbii...
 
party, party, party... just when i want to okay...
01.26.04 (2:14 am)   [edit]
um.. i haven't posted in some time... but one thing i wanted to say is to coment on my fucken blog assholes... tell me how you saw this blog... or who told you about it... how you found it... or something... or why do you keep reading it... i wanna know everything... and "i wanna know what love is.... i want you to show me..." man i love that song...

my fucken tooth hurts...

i don't want to post some juicy shit becouse i learned that alot of my friends read this garbage... and i have alot of dirt on them.... but i will post anyways... i don't give a fuck... but i don't know if i want to post it all up right now... hmm...

okay... i'm going to talk about when everyone was drinking... i think it was saturday....

saturday i woke up... wow... i really don't remember how the morning happened... so anyways... i'm talking outside with agui and we see jose pass by... he went south towards foster bridge... when he came back he had juan with him... WTF... he went straight inside... that kid would at least tell me whats up or something...

that was wierd... so later he comes up and says hi... i think it was agui, burro, and me... oh my god... i'm actually talking about friday night... what a wetback i am...

so he hits us up if we want to drink... we go to sav-on to buy some booze... i just wanted something sweet to drink... so i buy me a TGIF white russian thing... the one with the vodka... that be some good shit... burro got a bottle of alize, and EJ rum... caca... i guess agui wanted the alize...

so they start drinking... then agui's nephew comes out... he's like fifteen or something... i guess he wants to be cool or something... i just hear agui saying "i ain't no rolemodel".... i was like... WTF..? i'm not a good rolemodel myself, but i'm not an idiot... i would never let that dumbfuck drink... i think he wanted to teach him a lesson... but you don't teach him a lesson by letting him drink with his friends... well... we are not really his friends... but he likes to hang and kick it with us... WTF...?

so they all starting drinking... i didn't drink... i don't like drinking at my house... especially outside... thats weaksauce... i like to be in a controled environment... like inside my house... or inside someone elses house... every time i drink outside in public it just starts up some kind of drama... and it's not my fault... it just happens... i hate everybody thats not me...

so this idiot starts drinking EJ with pepsi... he's a total pepsi hater... i don't know why some people hate... i don't like haters... and he's a little hater like agui, but to the power of two... or even squared... it's some really scary shit... sometimes they hate for no reason... i don't understand them... maybe i do... i just wonder if they see themselfs for what they are... do they know that they are haters in other people's eyes...?? i know i'm insane in other people's eyes...

so agui gets toasted... that's semi rare... but not completely rare... then this kid named danny comes to visit... i just pierced his tongue the day before... he had a bad ass mongoose bike... awesome...

burro got on it and started trying to do tricks... that kid was all gone but he's used to being drunk beyond repair... then we brake out with the jumping... we were making stupid burro jump over all kinds of stuff... everytime he would jump it was just something more dangerous than the last...

i'm not even typing right... i am really tired... i think i'm going to sleep right now...

i will finish the story later... probably later today if i am lucky....

okay then... sorry i had to give you blue balls....

gumbii
 
smack the penguin....
01.23.04 (4:51 am)   [edit]
okay... everybody should klik on this... http://www.booba.org/stuff/sh... and hit the mother-fucken penguin... this is one of the most addictive games i've evAr!! played... my highest score was 588 point something...

i forgot to do a blog for yesterday... i guess i got to lazy... weakness...

today was a pretty good day... i sense a long blog today...

i woke up when my dad got home... i helped him put the washer in the back of the exploder so he can take it to tijuana with him... he lives in tijuana... its all good... he stays out of my hair and only visits once a month... awesome for me... so he left... i thought i was going to get up and go to the dealer to hit them up for a job... but i had to do other things and i felt sick... i don't want to go all sick and stuff...

i'm forsure going tomorrow... or friday... i guess today... man i hate time... i have to... i don't want to be behind my hole class... but i know that some other kids are just like me... i think we are probably the slowest class they've evar had... mr taylor told me that... he said that this class is lazy... or they have alot of fun... well... he just said that he's going to have trouble with this class... i guess becouse of us... the guys... oh well... the drama just revolves around me...

i hate the internet... look at my fucken banner and buttons... look at them... they are all fucked up... i don't know why yahoo and geocities have to be so fucked up... they should just let me sport the pictures on this blog... why do they have to be pricks about it... oh well... if anyone knows where i can get some webspace... just the space for free... or wants to do me a favor and host the pics for me... hit me up... that would be most awesome... thank you...

woot woot.... i just beat my score at smack the penguin.... 593.5 i'm awesome...

so my dad left... i gave my dog a bath in the bathtub... he loved it... he kept falling and fucken his shit up on the tub... that was funny... i used zest on him... he smelled good... but five minutes later... he had an oil spot on him and koolaid stains on hit back... bah... oh well...

i busted out with my car... god i miss my car... i wish i could drive you... anyways... i went to downey... yikes... i had to go to petco... i got budha a large bag of eukanuba and some cans of food... i was going to get him some nutracal but i didn't have enough... so i said fuck it...

oh the way over there i saw all kinds of punk, and gothic kids walking out of the high school... oh my god... it was ugly... i've never seen that many retards other than at a concert... i was tripping... and they were just there... they were not doing anything... they were just at the corner doing nothing... why are they so many at that school... at my school there were only like ten... and then there was me... but i was a savage, totaly different...

i wonder what the adults think... at my school ninety percent were normal kids... the ten percent left over were everything else including me... with that... adults used to talk shit... there were to many wierdos on campus... they should do something about it... my god people... they would all kick it at the same spot... and only one spot... they were not everywhere... look around you stupid 'tard...

but downey is concetraded with freaks... could it be the influence that the radio station Kroq has... could it be that everyone is getting into the punk/alternative rock music... or is it easier to dress the part, and pretend to listen to that music to fit in...??? WTF is the answer..¿?..

so after i got back i parked across the street, and hung around with my dad agui... we chilled... talked... then i saw the meter maid bitch passing by... OMG... my heart stopped... i knew she was going to trip about my expired tags... she did go by really slow... it looked like she was about to do something about it... but she didn't... as soon as she got to onion face's house i jumped in and pulled into the drive way... whew... that was a close one... what would i have done if she would of tried to take it away... i think i would just put it in wile she talked shit... yes... thats the smart thing to do...

we were there for a wile... talking about nonesense... i say nonesense becouse i forgot all of it... oh well... i hope it was not important... bah...

i think budha is acting a fool right now...

i told agui i was going to upload some pictures of my stupid cousin burro on the net... they are all of him getting drunk and throwing up on himself... i'll have those on the peoples... page soon enough...

he asked me to go with him to pick up his nephew... sure... so we took off... damn that fucker lives far... we got to his mom's house and she served us some chile rellenos... man they are the shit... i don't know why i never liked them before... or why i never trided them... this was like the third time that i've ever eaten them... in my life... thats kind of wierd becouse i'm mexican... hmm... maybe i'm super-mexican... bah... none of that... none of that...

man my tooth so fucken hurts... i hate it... but it's tolerable... well... to me it is... i just ignore it... i'm awesome... i said that just incase you forgot....

okay i'm rambling... i'll try to think of something else to blog about...

okay... man i hate people... today big boy came to visit... i don't hate big boy... he's cool peoples... but when keesha saw him from her house... she ran just to say hi to him... she actually wanted to see if there was any dick she could feed off of... fucken stupid biatch... but i don't blame her... it's her stupid bull dog face mother's fault...

haha... stupid budha... i heard some rumbling in my room... and i caught him fucking with a bag of dorito chips eating the crumbs... so i kicked his ass...

anyways... then she started walking to the park and she started to fight with some little girl... then her stupid fat ugly ass tweeked out useless used-up mistake of nature i hope she dies sister came out and tried to fight her too... WTF is wrong with these people... how could a creature lack so much attention... how could something like that be rased now and days... now and days everything pretty much raises itself with educational tv and technology... stupid animals...

then her stupid mother comes to the park and tries to stop them... she's worried about her young razorback buck becouse she is pregnant... so fucken what.... let her get socked up in the stomach... that's what she wants... she wants to get her asked kicked so someone could feel sorry for her for once... she is pregnant and still smokeing weed... i really hope her baby dies... i really really do... now thats fucked up... but oh well...

i'm really getting sick of that family... they brought so much drama to my house and family... i wish i never spoke to them... i really really do... some of the stuff that happened to us is my fault becouse i associated with them... like my sister mag getting shot is my fault becouse they were involved in it... i really regret talking with them... i wish i would of done it differently...

everyone... i'm sorry... i really am... i should of been able to tell what kind of people they are... i should of stayed away from them... but i didn't... and now my family is suffering big time... my sister almost died... i'm sorry...



man i have issues... if i want to succeed i have to do something about them... hopefully this blog will help me somehow...

well... thats it for today... leave coments people.... at least to let me know you are reading this junk...

gumbii....
 
look me porky... i'm alive....
01.21.04 (4:23 am)   [edit]
hey people... don't just read my recent blog... read all of them and coment on each and every one of them... that should be your mission for today... read every blog entry that i do... and check out the buttons to the right... tell me what i need, and what i should do... i'm trying to build another website... actually... i'm trying to do multiple websites.... i wonder if i could pull it off... anyways....

today was allright... i discovered that my dad is an big idiot... and i hope i don't turn out to be like him....

yesterday i made some big ass holes in the kitchen and hallway walls... okay... we were fixing the holes that were allready there... so i made holes... my dad said that we had all we needed... when we went to see the drywall that he was thinking of using to patch the holes... its thinner than the one we allready have in the walls... so anyways... we go to home depot... what does he do... he buys... well... i can't remember... but the one he got was thicker than the one we needed....

oh well.... so i did the job... i had to use a hammer to blend in the sheetrock... hopefully you won't be able to notice the bulg... i'm awesome at doing stuff... so i think i did a good job....

today i got a phone call from mr. vega... he's supposed to be helping us get sponsored at the dealer... okay... i got one week left and he bearly remembers to call my ass... so he lectures me... whatever... i told him i'm sick and i can't go today... i will go tomorrow... what a lagger i've become.... jose is right when he says that when you don't work you become lazy... i guess i forgot how to work...

but once i get sponsored i know it will be way different... i will be much happier knowing that everything will be okay for me in the future... that i will have a carreer and not just a job... awesome... well... i hope i can pull it off...

i need to buy some dog food tomorrow... i ran out today... weaksauce... i'm going to ask nena for some money... i hate asking... i haven't asked anybody for money in years... weakness... and i know i can't pay her back... thats not right... but she will forgive me... whatever....

ebay fucken owns...

well.... i guess that will be my entry for today... i started a bit late... oh well....

gumbii....
 
blaze it no more... until thursday... woot.. woot....
01.20.04 (2:39 am)   [edit]
dammit... my dad is still here... i want him to split... i've been dieing to smoke the hookah for days now... i don't know how i got into blazing that shit... stupid burro's fault... actually... his stupid hoodrat ex-girlfriend's fault... biatch..!!

well... today was okay... i guess... i woke up... took a shower... and waited for my dad to come home... he took the exploder to get the brakes done and to replace a wheel bearing that was fucked up... weaksauce... i could of done that shit... oh well... he spent three hundred bucks on it... he wanted to... so fuck it...

when he got home i went to the back yard... i got budha and tied him a little closer to my pad... then i got to work...

i picked up all of his shit, and cut up all of the weeds... then i raked and did nothing else... my dad sent me to the 99 cent store to get some painter's face mask and sand paper... okay... so i take off... i drove the explorer...

when i got there i got the mask and the sand paper... i saw a plug that converts big headphone jacks into small normal ones... so i picked it up too... there was a guy paying... well... not paying...

he kept going thru his pockets... he had to pay a dolar tweenty five, and he didn't have it... he was old... he was there for a wile... i don't know what he was buying... i felt bad for him and gave him the money for whatever he had to buy... he said thanks and left...

that didn't make me feel good... it made me currious... like why didn't he have the money..¿ or what did he buy...? all kinds of other questions came into mind... so oh well... i will never know i guess... the lady and a girl thought that what i did was really nice... whatever... that was just my nice thing of the week....

i got home... my dad and me were hard at work... we started knocking down the kitchen walls... well... not esacly... there were some holes on the walls that i never took care of... like the huge one next to the refrigerator... i made that one.... rocio and me were messing around and she pushed me into the wall... i made a huge hole...

another one is by the hallway... that one miguel did it... on christmas he had a diabetic attack and started socking people... he flipped... so he ran to the halway and socked a hole in the wall.... and on the same hallway there are three holes becouse of the fucken door... that shit always hits the wall... weaksauce...

there some other ones but... eh... i don't think we are going to fix those...

i got fucken dirty... drywall is the worst thing to work on... its uber messy... i did it all with a chisle... i'm fucken awesome... i surprize myself on how good i am with my hands... like once i get used to a tool or something it's like an part of me... especially weapons...

i'm not going to talk about weapons...

me and my dad have been pretty cool lately... he don't trip about the facial piercings anymore... like if i gave a fuck before... i guess he's noticing that i'm kind of acting a little more mature... but just a little... i wonder what he would say if he saw my tattoos... wonderfull... i will show him tomorrow... not like if any of us don't have any tattoos anyways... i was the last of the four to get a tattoo.... all of his kids have tattoos... we are all corrupted somehow...

all i had today was five bucks in my pocket... weaksauce... but it was all good... some kid came knocking at my door... he looked at me and said... damn you look young... how old are you...?? WTF...?? this kid looked like he was 16... asking how old am i...

but i knew what he was... he's one of those kids that go around asking to sell the los angeles times so he can get credit and score himself a scollorship... so i filled out the paper and gave him my last five bucks...

i told him... "here are my last five bucks... i hope that you accomplish whatever you want to do with yourself in life... i know how hard it is in the real world and you have no idea... don't give up and work hard, but never stop..." he shook my hand and was off...

now that felt good... maybe my five bucks helped him meet his quata... he will probably always remember me or something... i know i will remember someone like me saying something stupid like that... i guess that was my good deed of the day or something... or my second good deed of the week... i can't be doing that kind of shit... i'm going to fuck up or something... oh well...

thats it for today....
gumbii.....
 
today... today... was today... i guess...
01.19.04 (2:22 am)   [edit]
nothing incredibly special happened today... but it was not a day wasted... i really don't feel like blogging... i feel tired... but i will blog anyways... it will probably be short....

anyhow... i don't know how it happened... but i got 97 hits in the last three days... how is that possible... that means 97 people have seen my site in the bast three days... is that common..? does everyone that blog get that much traffic...¿ oh well...

so today i woke up... um... like around ten am... awesome... that's the earliest i've waken up in the past month... i ate pancakes that nena had made... yummy... i like pancakes.. but i don't love them...

jose came to my house on the scooter... i went outside and he told me to hurry up and get dressed... okay... i jumped in the shower... i thought my dad was not going to let me go with jose... he's been a dick the last couple of days... well... he's just been here one day... haha...

i went to the back to feed budha... jose came and my dad was outside in the back too... they were talking about stuff... WTF!?!?!¿... why are they talking..¿ don't talk to my dad dammit...

queen of the damn has got to be the worst movie evAr! made.... i should change the chanel... but i can't see the remote control and i don't want to look for it...

i forgot what my dad and jose were talking about... i think they were talking about my dad's old canyonero... he crashed that shit and now the insurance company is trying to cancel his driver's liscence... haha... thats what he gets for being a dickface...

so after that little chat.. i went with jose to ride the scooters... that kid put 91 octane with an octane booster in his scooter... that shit picks up... but it's scary as fuck to ride...

after all of that was over cesar came looking for me... he asked me if i wanted to go to golf'n stuff... oh-kay... he just wanted to play 2 games of marvel vs capcom 2... whatever... that's what he always says... jackass...

so we get there.. he had a cup full of tokens... we get there and there was this nerdy kid playing the arcade... okay... so i put de tokens....... he kicked my ass... somehow the control weren't making my magneto do what i wanted him to do... then i put more tokens... and BAM!!!!... i was en fuego... i didn't give him a chance to breathe... i think i broke his spirit...

so then cesar came... he cheated and he kicked my ass... then i saw some kid that i have in class... his name is tim and he is vietnemese... i think thats how you spell it... he's awesome... we kicked it... talked... then it came down somehow to me against him on the arcade... i felt kind of bad... i kicked his ass... oh well... he'll eventually get over it...

then we left... we headed on down to home depot... i had to buy some wood filler... two buck for a tube of filler... awesome... i got some from wal-mart... but it was the non-hardening crap... uselessness...

so i get the real shit... i get home and bust out with the gibson... i start sanding some more... and used a guitar string wire to get all of the wood putty out... then with my credit card i start smearing in the wood filler... it started to melt the crap out of my credit card... but its okay... i don't use it...

once i get to like the tenth fret... i hear people yelling in the front of the house.... "pato!!!"... i go to the front and see agui and jose in pallomeux wating... they ask if i want to go to home depot to go look for a flashlight that uses LED's... i know for a fact that they will not have any... but oh well... i'll humor them and go bust a bust mission with them...

first we go to the mall... sears... nope nothing... i tell them that they slang them at H.Q.... the store in the montebello mall... oh well.. so we leave stone wood and head to lowes in pico... weaksauce... like if they are really going to carry any kind of awesome flashlights in that store... then we go to home depot in comerce i guess... three fucken stupid stores and not one LED flashlight that did not come in a shape of a finding nemo character....

so then we go home... kick it on the sidewalk for a wile... then i come inside becouse it was cold ass fuck....

i go inside my room and finish my bass... i went to the living room and they were watching a stupid ass movie on lifetime... man i hate that channel... they always show some stupid ass movies about fags, drunks, pregos, or tards... tartar sauce...

i go to the room and start sanding my bass... awesome... it looks awesome... i love it... now i need to come up on some cash to buy some flatwound strings... i bidded for some on ebay... a custom set of rotosound stainless strings... they better not fuck up my luthier job on my bass....

i'm thinking about painting the entire guitar over again... but i don't want to mess with the headstock or the neck... so i'm thinking about just changing the colour of the body... and i'm going to use another bridge... becouse i'm missing a small part from the stock bridge... i can't use it... so i'm thinking about shaving those holes and putting another different bridge... and probably making it a little lower... that way i can use the longer bass strings instead of the short ones...

so now i'm here... well... thats it for today... i told you it will be short....

gumbii....
 
f*ck.. man again.... why today... why on a saturday....
01.18.04 (1:25 am)   [edit]
weakness... it happened again... my stupid dad came back today... why...¿ why did it have to be on a saturday...??? man... damnit... well... let me tell you how it all went down...

i was asleep... burro came to my room and asked me to soldier his speaker back together... i did, like super quick... then he turned and asked me... "guess what today it..." what the fuck... that is so stupid... it was obvious he was talking about his birthday... what an idiot.... so i answered... "its your birthday... duh..." and he looked at me with his stupid face, then said... "how the fuck did you know...."

so then he leaves... i try to go back to sleep... then i hear it... my sister starts screaming out in the living room... "dad's home!!!... get up dad is home!!!... gumbii take the dog to the back!!!..." ah!!!... i got up as fast as i could... grab my dog... and toss him in the back yard...

when i come back in the house he was in the restroom.. so i pretend that i was inside my nephew's room... i jumped on the bed and acted like i was watching tv... he looked in and i said "hi dad..." i am teh nininja...

so then my dad starts talking shit... "mira no mas... viven como pinche animales... no mas queren que me muera..." if only he did... i hit the shower and get out... he starts tripping... he kicks the crap out of the piping from under the kitchen sink... it breaks... and water flies everywhere.......

then me and him start cleaning the crap out of the kitchen... i mopped... i like to mop... i don't know why but it's so relaxing... it's smooth and soothing... and it cleans the floor... i love water... i like to see it, feel it, hear it... its awesome....

anyways... after he fixed the sink he started yelling at me again... talking shit... blah blah blah... bark bark bark... whatever... i moved my car all the way to the back... i felt like shit... i love my car... but i can't drive him... oh well... del slow... i love you...

then he starts bitching about not finding a ruber pressure water hose thing... it's this thing that conects to the water hose... and throws pressured water thru the pipes and unclogs them...

so he's bitching... he tells me... i know it's your friends that come in and steal shit... you always let all kinds of people in the house... you don't know... blah blah bark... man i don't need this shit... so then he calms down.. we unclog the shit...

after he starts asking for a certain tool or something... he starts getting mad again... he thinks it's under my bed... then we start moving everything around and he ends up making me clean the entire room... i guess it was about time...

i found a wallet that was stollen like a couple of years ago... that sux you know... it would be okay if i have never found it... but i found my old wallet... and twice.. the first one i found in my old desk... i guess the person that stole my wallet, left it in my desk so i can find it... without money... and today... i found another one of my wallets... under my bed... weaksauce.. but oh well.. i guess i know now who jacked it... it's all good...

after we re-aranged the room he calmed down... then me and nena took off to wal-mart... man i hate wal-mart... but the price was good... i got my dog a medium dog house, and some food & water dishes... the dog house is super pimp.... but i feel like shit making budha sleep in the back yard... weak...

budha is so spoiled... i go back there and he hugs and kisses me... he gets all excited to see me... and he thinks that he's going to go in the house with me... but he don't... aww... i wonder how he will act when i bring home bobby sabine.... oh yes i finally named her...

i choose the name Bobby Sabine Garcia... awesome isn't it...?? i decided to call her bobby... and i like the way sabine looks.... just when written... i don't like the way it sounds... so its Bobby Sabine Garcia.... can't wait to bring her home...

anyways... i even found my guitar pedals and wires under my bed... i've been looking for those for a wile now... i can't wait to use them again... my room looks pimp...

my sister coyo dissapeard like all day... becouse she didn't want my dad to see her dog... its an ugly ass piece of shit dog... i hate small dogs... she got some kind of small chiuawua mixed with ugly.... and i mean ugly...

the fifth element has to be the best movie ever made...

i got some wood putty from wal-mart... piece of shit... it doesn't even get hard... i thought it was the sandable kind... but its not... weaksauce... so i filled in all of the frets for no reason... bastards... i'm going to get the real filler tomorrow... or lets see if i find my old filler from the back yard...

well... thats it for today....

gumbii....
 
pinche jose luis sin sensura...!!!
01.17.04 (3:33 am)   [edit]
i gave the place a little face lift... the colors around the buttons and borders blend in a little... i'll make it more spiffy later... i was also interested in making like a banner for my site... so if anyone else was interested in swaping banner's... hit me up....

today was an allright day... concidering that i was sick as fuck... man i hate being sick... looks like i got the flew along with some allergy and sinus bull shit... i woke up feeling like crap... i needed some sun and when i woke up and got outside... it was gone...

i don't know how i got sick... i guess it's the muscle shirts... and me not taking care of myself... well... lets talk about today....

hmm... what happened today...???¿¿ why can't i remember stuff... stupid alcohol killing brain cells mine did.... aarrgh......

okay... miguel came over to visit today... i was like... oh-kay... he hasn't been to my pad in a wile... maybe becouse he burned my brother in-law for some stuff... dumb-asses... so they started talking shit... blah, blah, blah... the normal drama....

so we were bored and decided to go look for jose... i don't know what time that kid gets out... but we just drove by carla's house to see if we would catch him outside or something...

so i get in the car with him... his car is all right... it does have a B16 swap... but the car is still heavy for that torque-less piece of shit engine....

so he tells me what happened last night... i guess that this chic that everyone says he is fucking was over at mario's pad last night... vicky, his babies moma... got her brother for his piece of shit kia... and decides to bust a mission.... she goes to his pad... throws about a half dozen of eggs at the cars... and gets the hell out of there....

man how fucken stupid is that...???¿ i mean... it's only obvious... who else is going to bomb on thier cars...??? weaksauce... and she didn't know another thing... mario was chilling next door at sweepie's house on the couch... he saw the hole thing... but he said that they all got reallly scared becouse they thought it was a drive by... i could just imagine how funy the situation was...

i can just imagine them fools as they see a little sedan hawl ass thru the alley with the headlights off... lowering down the windows... and letting loose a grip of raw eggs... i've heard the sound that eggs make when they hit a car... it's awesome... loud... and destinctive...

vicky said that she saw miguel's head pop out the window.... so she knew that he knew.... damn kids...

then all day i was waiting for a stupid van to pass by... supposedly fat cookie and the bunch were supposed to go on the stupid retarded jerry springer wannabe show, Jose Luis sin Sensura..... that show is so uber fake... half of the people that go on that stupid show i remember from high school... i don't understand how just my town is all up in the mix... i blame stupid people...

anyways.... cookie, vicky, rocio, jessica, and some other stupid people were supposed to get picked up by this big ass van that had big ass jose luis stickers on the side... that would of been a kick ass site... i wanted to take some pictures so badly... but oh well....

cookie was the one that put all that together... i mean... she knows a bitch that works there... so she said that she can get a grip of girls to be on the show and fight and show thier boobs... weak sauce... everyone she knows are fat and ugly....

it is no problem for them to show thier boobs... but the thing they were embarrassed of was sticking out thier big ass ugly corroded stomachs when they flash... i'm surprised they get embarrased....

they didn't end up going becouse half of the girls ranked out... awesome... i think they get around two-hundred bucks to show thier boobies... i know guys get two-hundred when they throw down on the show... maybe the chics get more....

that show is so pointless... this girl comes out... then a guy comes out... and another girl comes out... then the girls start fighting... then the girls start flashing... then a guy from the audience that don't know the guy on stage start fighting.... ¿¿what kind of shit is this??...

oh well... i would nevAr!!! go on that show in a million bucks... not even if they offered me a buggatti veyron sports car.... awesome...

so them i'm home... nena left to get something... and coyo was home... mag starts talking shit about cleaning the house and alvaro gets mad... starts talking shit... then mag gets coyo and alvaro's side... she starts talking smack about my sister nena.... weaksauce... i don't know why they fight over something so stupid....

then nena calls me... i give the phone to mag... big mistake... all hell breaks loose... mag starts talking shit to nena... coyo leaves... nena gets home... mag starts talking shit to nena ABOUT coyo... ¿¿what kind of shit is this??....

i got so fucken mad at mag-man... but i just kept my mouth shut... no matter what they are fighting about... i'll just keep my mouth shut... i don't say anything untill i know it will stop, or dramatically reduce the argument...

and there was no argument... nen and mag-man were just talking shit about coyo... i can't believe how two-face mag is... coyo is just here to help... she don't have to put up with anybody's shit... she cleans and cooks becouse she wants too...

then nena goes to the restroom.... awesome... now i have a chance to talk to her.... i tell her the trickery that mag is busting... she understands and calms down... she knows how mag is... so when coyo gets home, she just tells nena that she didn't say any of what mag told her over the phone... and tada.... no problems....

stupid people... can't we live like one fucken family... and not like five individual families.... i didn't know a family could be this dissfuncional... oh well... live with it i guess...

also we are going thru a grip of problems... alot of which i can't even discuss on my blog... and in this problem... i am realy scared... i wish i could pray...

wow... i just found this on my city's website....
Hispanic 87.5%
White 10.1%
Asian/Eskimo 1.0%
American Indian 0.8%
Black 0.4%
Other 0.2%
thats the racial composition... mexican's own yo...! now how ghetto is that.... i like living where i live... but sometimes the evil is to dense, and you can't see clear even if its facing you... i don't know where that came from... and when i typed it right now... i glanced over to the tv and saw a silouhette on the tv screen when it switched comercials... yikes... how scary is that....

i hate being sick... when jose got home he saw me dieing... he walked to his car and gave me some pills... i don't like taking pills and he knows it... i guess thats why he did it... becouse when i get sick... i'm sick for like ever...

we go to his pad and i sit down... he goes to the kitchen and gives me some juice... he goes; "here... drink those" he's talking about the pills... okay... no one ever does that to me... i mean... he gave me the pills... every one else i know would just tell me to take something... or tell me that they are over there or something...

so i take the damn pills.... then we go outside... see agui's puppies... thats now an everyday thing... then we decide to go to costco... we buy dog food... and go home....

well... that was my day...
'come again....
gumbii....
 
F*cken chet mang.....!!!
01.16.04 (6:11 am)   [edit]
good lord.... i wanted to blog so badly yesterday... but the site was down... weaksauce... so i'm going to do a double blog... wow... how exciting....

okay... i am super tired... its going to be six o'clock and i haven't slept yet... awesome... i'll knock out as soon as i finish this blog... now i'm going to start with yesterday okay...? awesome....

yesterday... i think it was wensday... i really don't know how to spell that... oh yeah.. i'm a day behind all the time... i post like at 1am but i talk about the day behind me... so anyways...

it was mags birthday... and the one year since mario's dad past away... please read past blog entry... sadly... i didn't go to see his plot at the cementary... i really wanted to go... but no one wanted to go with me... weaksauce...

so it was mag's birthday... i think she's 28 now... wow... thats old... but then again she's still young... it's horrible what happened to her... i really don't want to get into details right now becouse i will slip into a huge depression... and i don't need that right now... so i'll just bust up some cliff notes....

my sister got shot on her face outside my house... she is now a quadrapallegic... she's paralized from the neck down........ it sucks alot... but it happened... and i wish it didn't....

so now my sister nena watches her 24/7... she had to quit her job to do so...

so its her birthday... i know she was all depressed... but i tried to make her feel good the whole day... and i always try no matter what...

and you know what... i kind of forgot what happened yesterday... i should of written it down some where... oh well...

i just remember going with jose to get his fro cut... oh... i just remembered something....

tuesday i went to classes... stupid jose made us go late... but it was all good... it felt awesome seeing everybody again... i showed some people my new tattoo... they were straight tripping... i told them i would get it... haha...

so they are eight of us that aren't sponsored... so we didn't look bad... and it's not our fault... the economy is all fucked up... weaksauce... and another thing that i noticed... damn dealers hired all of the white boy's first... the only ones that are left are the mexicans and that half black, half phillipenis chic... weak... damn racist assholes...

enough about the past... let me tell you about today... or... err.... yesterday... whatever...

i bummed it all day today... yip... another day of my life wasted... eh.. but whatcha gonna do... ya know...? yuk... i hate reading that kind of jibberish...

i went with burro to autozone... i yelled at him a little becouse he is just so stupid... he paid fifty bucks for a piece of shit alpine stereo... it doesn't even play bootlegs and burned cd's.... weak... so i conected his amp and fixed his sounds....

when we got back agui was chillin with his homeboy... that guys isn't really agui's homeboy... he just comes to visit agui... agui said that he heard he doesn't have any friends... he's kind of annoying somehow... i think he's kool people... i guess you can't just judge a book by its cover...

when he left i was outside kicking it with agui at my unfinished piece of shit gate... assholes... my dad is always getting screwed like this somehow... fucken pricks better finish my fucken gate... i want to put my dog outside allready... he's destroying my house... well.. not really...

so i was outside... i had my bass guitar with me... just plucking away in my own world.... when suddenly........ BAM!!!!..... my stupid G string popped.... NOOOOOO!!!!!!.... my worst nightmare... well... not really... my worst nightmare involves life sized ragedy an and andy silouhetes....

i was so freaked out.... that's never happened to me before... not on a bass... i didn't know it was possible... the strings are so fat and hard... POING!!! thats all i heard...

so that shit pissed me off... becouse those strings were allready sounding pretty sweet... they were breaking in... when you bearly buy some strings they sound like crap... you have to play with them for a week or so... then you get the sound that you want... and i like the way it was sounding... man i hate stuff... oh well...

and they cost around forty bucks... i don't have forty bucks... stupid five string shit... forty bucks... but it's so worth it... i only buy stainless steel strings... they're harder to use but the sound and quality is so noticeble in so many ways... i love them...

oh... and i converted the piece of shit bass guitar that i have... the gibson... i made it into a fretless... it looks nice and it was super easy... all i did was heat up the frets with a solder gun and pull them out with some pliers... i got burned twice...

so now i need to fill in the holes... sand it... laquer it... and buy him a set of strings too!!!.... oh my god... but they aren't that expensive... those are only about tweenty bucks....

oh my god!!!... thats sixty dolars of just guitar strings... fucken shit... i'm going to have to sell my ass... or something... i can't be like this...

well... i guess this is it... i vented enough... sort of...

i'm tired.. the sun is coming up... that means i have to come down....... weak....

i wish i could be awake forever... but until then... i must fall into the sleep... i hate sleep.... oh... check me out... i'm babbling.... even on the internet i'm retarded...

gumbii....
 
muscle shirts are the best.....
01.14.04 (2:28 am)   [edit]
wow... today was an allright day.... it didn't feel like i wasted it... maybe becouse i've been awake since yesterday morning.... thats right... i haven't slept... yikes... don't think i'm doing drugs or anything like that.. i don't believe in drugs... i've just been feeling not tired...

so anyways... i was only for like twelve hours straight last night... i heard jose pull away in the morning... i was just tripping out becouse i know i had to go to school today at seven... but i didn't know if it was seven in the morning or night... so i heard that kid split.... but i know that fool wouldn't just leave me like that.... then i took off to petco and the ATM machine... on the way over there i busted a trip to carla's house... thats where he parks his car "Palomeux" when he goes to work... so i guess my classes are at seven PM.... awesome...

i went to petco in a muscle shirt... thats all i was wearing all day... i never knew that they were so comfortable... i used to never walk around with muscle shirts... they still feel really wierd to me... i don't like the way my arms look... they are still flabby and un-tanned... you could also see a grip of stretch marks by my arm pits... but then i look around at other guy's that wear cut offs or muscle shirts... and oh my god... disgusting... i guess i'm still a little bit more pimp than the rest of them....

my cousin's from lancaster came today... i was so tired... i was sitting in the living room and i knocked out for about an hour... i hoke up and they were gone... i like when i do that... it hooks me up for the rest of the day... naps make a difference... a one-hour nap kicks in....

anyways... jose came home about seven... the time our class started... he asked me... are you ready... WTF..!!? he asked me if i was ready... whatever... so we took off around 7.30 and got there around 7.50... hauling ass on the 605.... we didn't know where the class was at... then we found it... we weren't the only ones that were late...

man i got to get sponsored... there are eight people that are still not sponsored... weaksauce... but it doesn't make me and jose look all that bad... but the teacher was still talking shit... he swears its fucken easy... and besides... alot of the dealers aren't hireing right now... it's too slow...

i showed some people my new tattoo... they just tripped out... then shawn showed us his car that he bought... he got himself a 93 honda accord ex 5 speed.... its lite brown and nice... clean, complete, everything works... he paid 3000 for it... what a come up....

well... i suprized myself on my grades... math i got a C... inglish i got a B-... and in the auto tech class.... i got an A... yay.... only about 6 people got A's in that class... and i was on the top of the crop... and so was jose... i'm so car smart and perfect.... well... not perfect... but i know my shit....

i can't believe that i got a B- in english... i hardly did work, got nothing higher than a C thruout the class... but my final hooked me up... is the fact that i got an A on the final... WOW...!!! and i did it all by my self... the first A i have ever gotten... and it was a pretty tough final... i am awesome...

a wile ago rocio told me... that it was going to be a year since her dad past away... then i started to remember... last year... it was awefull.... let me bring you up to speed...

rocio's family is hardcore dissfunctional... my family looks perfect in compareson... her brothers; mario and pollos would always treat her dad like shit... so that man would always be depressed... he once told me that he smokes becouse he wants to die...

so he would smoke i think a pack a day... then he got real sick... his teeth started to bleed and hurt... he asked pollos for a ride to the doctors but he just ignored him.... i got mad and started talking shit... then mario ended up taking him...

he was diagnosed with a growth under his tongue and it stretched under his teeth to the back of his mouth... they said that they have to operate on him ASAP... and they did... i remember i would give mario and his lady mayra a ride every day to go see his dad... that man went thru hell....

they cut his jaw in half and removed his jawbone... it was infected with cancer... they took off all of his teeth from the bottom and the top.... they removed his tongue all the way from the back of his throught...

for the reconstruction of his mouth... another mission....

they removed one of his leg bones and cut grooves in it... they shaped it and bolted it onto his cheek bones and was held in place by a stainless steel plate... and for his tongue... they opened up his stomach and used a piece of stomach lining and folded it up and made him a new tongue...

so the tottal was three operations... two major... and 26 hours of serguery...

after that drama... he had to eat from a tube, and he had to breath thru a traich... i think he did good for about 6 months... after that his family started acting just like before... they tottaly forgot about the drama that he just went thru...

after a wile he stopped wanting to live again... he started smoking again... after 3 months his cancer came back... he passed away last year today....

so tomorrow i'm going to go visit his grave... he was a real good man...

it was around 5 pm when he passed away... mario called me at 5.05... he told me his dad passed away... then we had a small chat... and i told him i love him... then miguel just came into the room and i told him... i started to cry and so did he... he never really got to know him... but we both knew what kind of person he was... and what he went thru...

no one should go thru that... don't smoke... after i saw him and my mom die of cancer... i don't wish it on nobody....

please don't smoke.....
gumbii....
 
something is wrong here....
01.13.04 (5:19 am)   [edit]
i don't know.... they worked a minute ago.... do you see some buttons on the side of the page right there..???¿ i don't... all i see are four red X's...

anyways... if you klik on those X's it will take you to my home page.. along with other pages on from my site...

a wile ago they worked... i don't know what the fuck the problem is... oh well...

lates....
gumbii.....
 
lawdy dawdy... we like to party....
01.13.04 (3:36 am)   [edit]
wow... i went to sleep at seven am today... well... i always post around 2 am... so i'm a day behind... some [b]super bad ass news...!!!!![/b] i've started my website... woot woot!!.... to go there just klik on the home button where it says links... i'm going to have to fix this somehow... but since i am dumb... i don't know how to merge the two...

anyways... what i did today... well... after i went to sleep at seven am... i woke up at two pm... agui called me on the phone... he asked me if i would do him the favor of driving his old yukon to the auction yard... thats where the bank told him to talk it to.... it was up on rosemead... some where in temple city....

so i got up and he gave me the keys... we get there... i was wearing just a muscle shirt and some dickies... some girl right there kept passing by staring hard at my tattoos... agui said that she was smiling... but i don't believe him... but then again she did pass twice... i should of asked for her name or something... weak..

they said if we could wait like 45 minutes so they can bust the inspection.... good fucken lord... they checked everything... he found all kinds of dents... he noticed the big stain on the carpet... we even put a floor mat on top of it... he saw that his driverside mirror was broken; we even put a replacement mirror over the stock one... no one would be able to tell... and he marked down a scuff on the outer trim molding...

that fool looked cool but he was an picky asshole...

so he gave my dad the bill... 1,260 some bucks.... WTF!?!?!?... the carpet by itself was 500 bucks... god damn... the dents came out to be around 400 bucks... the mirror 40 bucks, molding 50 bucks and processing fee's and labor fee's.... rediculous... oh well... that was his wear and tear bill....

he said that he learned his lesson and will never lease another vehicle.... that was a lease gone bad... he got home and started talking shit to his wife... it was her car... but its not her fault... its just wear and tear... of course a car will get jacked up in 5 years.... idiot...

i get home... we check out the puppies... some of them opened thier eye's... awesome... i posted them up on the hondavision forum... let me get a link... [url]http://www.hondavision.com/fo...[/url] .... check it out... i don't know if you need to sign up... if you do you should... thats an awesome forum..

i went home and ate.... i ate a top ramen soup and a corn dog... i went to my room and had a nap...???? WTF..???¿ thats not like me... i was gone from 8pm and woke up at 11pm... three hour... what a waste of life... i guess today was another day wasted....

i'm supper laggerific... i still haven't registered for my classes... and they start tomorrow.... weaksauce... i'm so shitting it right now... i shouldn't be doing that... how about my goals... how the fuck am i going to accomplish my goals with this lazyness... i shouldn't be like this... i guess i'm not trying hard enough...

i want my damn dodge magnum.... and i want it in dark grey... with dark grey leather... and 450hp hemi powered... fuck... i guess i don't want anything.... awesome....

oh... i almost forgot... my sister got a new dog... well... it doesn't count as a dog in my eyes... its some kind of chiwaua... i don't know how to spell that.... but it's super ugly... she called her "chingaderita"... that means piece of shit in spanish...

well thats it for right now... i just took a naprixin and i feel the affects... wee.... my tooth was hurting all day today... thats probably why i knocked out....

i'm going to work on my website now...

buh... bye....
gumbii....
 
click me now.... ¿why do I have to listen to you...??
01.12.04 (3:18 am)   [edit]
today was.... some kind of sunday... not alot happened... it was more of a slow death day.... the reason why i say that is becouse... i don't know... it felt like i accomplished nothing, and i just wasted a day... weaksauce... but that's how i feel sometimes... well... let me tell you about today.... woot, woot...!!!!

i didn't wake up today... i went to sleep this morning at seven am... WTF...?? i don't know why... i just went to sleep at 7 in the morning...

oh my god... i just saw a stupid ass retarded comercial....

there's these idiots in a little bucket nissan... there at a drive thru ordering shit and thier car is hot boxed with all kind of weed smoke... they go to the drive thru a couple of times fucking and joking around... then one says.... "dude i don't have any money..." and then he floor's it trying to get out of there all quick.......... then he hits a little girl on a bike........ what kind of stupid ass shit is that... man i hate people...

anyways... about my day...

i woke up around 12.30 in the afternoon... again... i'm super awesome.... i hear people all over my house making noise and screaming.... yip... its time for me to get up.... why does my family have to be so fucken loud...

when ever i'm on the phone with people... and that is very rarely becouse i hate teh phone... they always thing there is some kind of party at my house.... there's usually about eight people at my house at all time... and we are all loud...

so anyways... i wake up... i walk outside to look for jose... i got my grade yesterday from the mail... it was for our english class... i wanted to know what he got...

that ass was next door looking at the puppies... man... they swear that they are going to miss something if they don't see them for a day... they act like they've never seen dogs before... every female dog that i've ever had was a total tramp... i've seen dogs be born and stuff... i've even killed newborn puppies... so what...

anyways... i forget what i was going to ask him... and he tells me to jump in the shower........ good idea.....

after the shower that kid is like gone.... so i go next door to agui's house... he was making a small carne asada and he invited me over for a taco... awesome... i feel kind of wierd at his pad now... his mom and family have seen my tattoos and they are like super duper joseph and the amazing technocolour dreamcoat watching religious people... and that's as religious as they come....

i was just kidding about the joseph and the blah blah blah shit... i'm pretty sure that they've never heard of that garbage....

so anyways... i eat a plate... that was the shit... an huge piece of carne asada preparada, with some rice and salsa con aguacate.... teh bombs ass food.... then i see jose pull up with his dad... weak....

i head to jose's pad now... it kind of looked like i just went to agui's pad to get a plate... but he knows whats up... i would nevAr do that to my dad agui... he's not my dad but i call him that alot.... i guess becouse i've never been really close to my dad... and at a time me and agui were real close...

so i'm at jose's... we go pick up his dad's car from the shop... and i drove back his girlfriend's car back... its a new civic... man that shit is like.... perfect... i loved it... it feels alot better than my del sol... i guess becouse its brand new... or its just made alot better...

jose just got sonic heroes for game cube... thats a kicking-rad game... really well made... we were at his ladie's house... her name is carla... haha... i used her real name.... she told me not to... but c'mon girl... go to msn.com and do a people search... type in the name carla and the city we live in... and what do you get.... [u][b]OVER FIVE HUNDRED DAMN ADDRESSES!!!!!....[/b][/u]

so we are at her pad... we played with chocolate... played video games.... and before i knew it... it was eleven o'clock... WTF...??! where did they time fly..... but it was all good... i feel real good when i'm at carla's house... i almost feel real safe for some reason... i guess becouse all kinds of stuff has happened at my house.... i don't really feel safe at my house... since before my sister got shot i've had that feeling... like if something is after me and there is no place for me to hide.... and i only feel that way at carla's house...

so we left her pad... jose parked across the street... as he was leaving that guy otto got home... as we left he flagged us down....

fucken shit....

he said.... "whats up guys...?" whatever asshole... i'm still mad at him since he made a big ass stupid scene at my pad... he got drunk and wanted to start tripping on my cousin/nephew burro.... fuck that fool... he's lucky we all didn't kick his ass.... it would of been seven against one.... the kind of odds that idiot deserves...

so then he brings up the colts... asshole... he knows that we are raider fans and he still brings shit like that up... dick face... then he asks me how much would i charge him to re-wire his hydrualic setup and change the seals on the hydrualic pumps on his cutlas.... i told him... alot.... then he has the fucken nerve to say... "you could just do the work instead of paying what you owe me..."... what kind of bull shit is that.... i'm not going to pay him... fuck him...

he said that for my birthday he was going to hook me up with a free tattoo... so when he was just about finished with the tattoo on my chest he bust out with.... this tat is going to cost you 150... WTF??? fuck you, i told him... i asked him what the meaning of "free" was.... he said that he was only hooking me up with a hundred dollars off for my birthday... otherwords... a tattoo gift certificate... fuck that... i'm not going to pay him shit....

i just told him... i'll talk to you later.... bye.... and we took off.... then i get home... once again... about seven people in the living room... it doesn't bother me... its just that some times i feel like just relaxing by myself... or at least in some kind of quiet or silence.... but oh well...

well... then i'm here... i found the macromedia disk today.... yay... now i just got to fuck with it.. probably download some fonts or something...

i've been thinking about my future... i really have no goals... i think that i would do better if i've actually had some goals.... so i've thought of some really quick....

i've been wanting to make a pond in my back yard... i've just haven't had the money to start one... so i want to get a job... pay off all of my shit... and make one pimp ass expensive pond in my back yard.... and hopefully soon...

another goal i really have my heart set on... is a new car... since potatoe got a new nissan titan truck... i've been thinking... he pays around 500 bucks a month... WTF is 500 bucks a month...??¿ practically nothing... i don't pay rent... just house bills... and thats usually just 150 bucks a month for me... i split it with my sisters....

so now i want a new car... but after i'm a little more financially stable...

i have my eye's set on a new dodge magnum wagon... the SRT-8 version... oh my god its a beautifull wagon... it comes with a huge hemi V8 making 400+ hp.... and i could fit all of my friends in that shit... man i really, really want this car.... i'm going to try really hard to get this car... i'm going to try more than the pond....

well... i guess thats all for tonight... see you again tomorrow night.....
......
gumbii.........
 
correndolo......
01.11.04 (5:32 am)   [edit]
wow... i'm really having trouble starting my website... it used to be www.geocities.com/santogumbii ... right there i just have a huge banner that i made a wile back... i'm trying to look for the program that i used to make that... i think it was macromedia fireworks... but i can't find the cd... i think i am going to ask my friend to download it and burn it on a cd.... i still have the key for the program... i don't think it will be illegal since i have the liscensing...

well... let me tell you what happened today... i woke up around 1.30 pm.. thupper tarde... awethum... my sister and i went to my cousin's daughter's first birthday party... it was allright... i laughed my ass off like always...

my gay cousin was kicking it at the same table i was sitting.. i heard him telling his boyfriend and his friend something about my rings... and i'm wanting to get out of the closet... but the gays don't want me... then i don't know how my stupid sister tells them about my evil tattoos... she said that i can't be gay becouse i allready belong to the devil.... i show him the 666 i have on my chest and he starts saying... "look nen... he just made a pass at me, he showed me his nipples...."... haha.. lol... then he started saying that he miss read that... he said that when i have my legs in the air it looks like 999.....

that fucker is comedy... he comes out with some stupid shit in a heart beat.... they made all kinds of hot dogs... i saw that fucker get two weenies and i told him... "damn..! two at a time..?" his brother wanted to crack up... we walk out of the kitchen and he turned and said.... "two at a time aint no biggie..."... damn faggot...

i don't know how people turn gay... i was thinking that they are born gay... they say that some people are born criminals... that they have some kind of deformaty in the brain from birth.... maybe it's the same thing for the gays....

i was watching south park today... they were talking about how it isn't gay for two guys to masterbate infront of eachother... that is so teh fay... i would never try that in a million years... why are they putting ideas on people's minds....

anyways... when i was in high school i noticed something... i would always be the one without a girlfriend... i would have sex... alot of sex... but i would never get into a relationship... i think i figured that out... no i'm not gay... or bi... or metro... yikes.... i'm something else...

i don't know what it is called... i've heard people say its called "A-sexual"... but that is not true... becouse frogs are A-sexual... that means that they don't need a partner from the opposite side to breed... i can't do that...

so now i don't know what I am... i guess i'm nonesexual... i don't like guy's or girls... i know it sounds funny... and wierd... but i don't like relationships with girls... i like to have sex with girls... thats the best...

another reason that i say i'm nonesexual is becouse i really don't... like...... i think sex is just sex... if it's with a girl or a guy... it's just sex... but i would never have sex with a guy... it just grosses me out...

i'm not saying that i would like to or think about sex with a guy... but in general... sex is just sex... now relationships... i don't like them... or i think i just don't like girls...

i like girls the same way i like guys... i like to show all my friends that i love them... so if i give a female friend a hug... i have no problem giving a male friend a hug too... or a pat (not on teh butt... that is teh fay...), a squeeze, or a kiss.... not on teh mouth...

like one time when i went to the pomona county fair... i was walking with my cousin burro and a homey potatoe... they took thier girlfriends so i kept messing with potatoe... then he got reall close and licked my nose... that was the funniest thing evAr....!!! burro got mad and potatoe's lady got mad too... i didn't know he was going to do that... but he is just like me.. almost... we were even holding hands that day around the fair... it's all fun and games....

i've seen white people do the same or even worse things... like go skinny dipping... thats awefull... why would you want to see your friend butt naked diving into water... that is so stupid... i'm happy that in my high school... they never made us shower... well.. some did... but they were still in thier trousers... well.. i never did P.E. in high school....

and another thing... i don't understand porn.... what the fuck is porn... why would you want to see a guy fuck a girl... why would you want to see a ugly ass pot belly amature guy fuck a girl...???¿¿ that is some shit... and people love that shit... its the wOrst.... and how could a group of guys watch it in the same room and enjoy it.... eew...

i don't know...

after the party my nephew/cousin burro came over... we blazed the hookah for an hour... then he invited me to go to the block at orange for a flik.... so we go pick up some kids.. we're in potatoes truck... we go... ¿what movie do we watch...?? none.... weakness.... that guy didn't want to watch a movie... all right then... the block closes... we head to the hookah bar which is about a mile away... but we don't know how to get there... so we do a couple of mexican moves (illegal driving maneuvers)... and get there about an hour later....

¿what happenes when we get there...?? nothing... the place is super packed and there's an thirty minute wait to get in.... fuck that.... so we head on home... we drop off the party pooper couple... we head to denny's.... we eat... and come home... that super suxed... i wanted to at least watch a movie or get wasted...

and now i'm home... listening to my stupid brother in-law argue with my sister... they are both drama... it's incredible... my brother in-law is esacly like my other older sister nena... they both talk out of thier asses and don't think before they speak.... i hate that shit...

man i hate people... all kinds of people... if there is a reason i should hate you... i probably do... man i'm so full of hate... i love it... and like the kid on the forum said... "all the drama that happens in your life just makes you a more interesting person, and gives you character..." blah blah, blah..... i guess he's right... i love m personality...

well... thats it for tonight... its 5.30 am... i'm watching the movie signs... awesome...
 
callisto... maybe... i don't know....
01.10.04 (4:17 am)   [edit]
callisto.... uh... i don't know... i was looking at the baby puppies next door and i picked out the one i want... she's fat and purdy... but i don't know what to name her any more.... i was thinking about "sancha".... that's slang for "my other chic" in spanish... but i don't know...

right now i'm looking at mutant's name's from the marvel universe.... i'm on the letter "C"... and i saw Callisto.... thats a awesome name... she's a leader of the warlocks...

yay... i found another cool ass name... Domino... i've never heard of this chic... but she look's super awesome... she's suposed to be another cable agent person... thats a kick ass name for a girl pit... "Domino"..... awesome...

i'm going to keep looking... i wan't a kick ass name... my boy pit has a great name.... it's Budha... it fits him well... he's a full blooded red nose pit... he's white with a couple of brown spots on his ears... and he still has his ears and they are super long... like budha... and he's really fat too....

how about goliath... i'm trying to get a guy name for her... one time i saw saturday night live and they had a girl cat called "Mr. Bojangles".... and the guy was saying that he played a trick on her... thats awesome....

i was also thinking about demetree.... thats the name of the priest that gets killed on the exorcist... the movie... demetree is the young priest.... thats a kick ass evil name....

wow... i'm at the "M"s now... how about mysterio.... thats sounds realy good in spanish... mistereo.... hmm... looking for names for a dog you don't have is really hard..

wow.... here's a good one... Vertigo... she does some vertigo effects on people... she messes up your ballance and stuff... but i don't know... my sister's are incredibly stupid to pronounce names... we'll see...

well... i'm to tired to go on... i will discuss my personal problems tomorrow...
i'm also going to a party tomorrow... think... but i'm not sure....

till next time....
 
oh my fucken god....
01.09.04 (2:33 am)   [edit]
today... is a dreadfull day... i'm okay... i'm not physicaly hurt or damaged... something alot worse... my dad came to visit today... why..??? ¿why did he have to come today..??? all he does is talk shit....

weak sauce.... the last time he came he said he was so disgusted... mainly becouse i had the ferret and my dog budha inside my room... he hates that shit... one time he kicked me out of the house and was going to let the ferret go... fuck that shit... i wasn't going anywhere... that's my house... he don't live here... i do...

why does he have to be such an asshole... he swears that we never had any kinds of pets inside the pad before... when i was little i had dogs, cats, iguanas, tarrantulas, all kinds of vermin... and now that i have a dog inside the pad for a couple of months... he starts tripping...

he's so full of shit.... i was gone all day... just so i wont have to hear his crap.... i tagged along with my sister coyo and my brother inlaw alvaro... we went to go get her kids transcripts... then we visited the part to feed the ducks flaming hots...

we saw a big fat white duck with a afro... i've never seen that kind of shit before... it was super funny.... they said that his name was gumbii.... becouse my friends call me "Pato"... thats spanish for duck... jackasses gave me that name for some shoes i had to wear for work... it's not my fault i have a huge shoe.... my feet match my humongous penis...

after we came back becouse my neighbor augi was looking for me... i hit him up and he said that if i can do him a favor... he wanted me to drive back his old yukon that he just traded in... the dealer made a huge mistake and told him to leave the truck at thier dealership.... he was supposed to turn it into some other place the bank wanted him to take... so i busted a trip with him to cerritos to pick it up... he just gave me the keys and said "here faggot"... okay then... he didn't tell me where we were going... he took off before me... WTF...? fuck it... i just started driving home...

i've never driven a full size pickup on the freeway before... from driving a small ass 2000lbs two seater honda civic del sol..... a normal gmc yukon felt like the titanic... it took me like forever to switch lanes on the freeway... and it was dark... and on the 605, there are no lights around... thats where i crashed....

i get back to find out my dad left in a fit of anger... awesome... he was in the back yard and he stepped on a piece of shit that the dog left... he started talking more of his shit... said that we rather choose the dog over him... so be it... he swears we've never had dogs before... fuck that... it's all good... better for me... when i got back potatoe came and we went to wienerschnizzle... got back and hit the hookah....

hernandez hit me up if i wanted to go to the races tonight at nine... in fontana... ¿fontana?... yeah fucken right... he's full of shit... maybe next week... :) ... weaksauce... i wish i had the privelage to drive... it sux not being able to take your own car out and cruise without worring about getting pulled over and taken to jail... i really need to take care of that... but i have no cash to secure my self or anything... man i hate being an adult....

at least my dad is gone... and i think my blog for today is finished...

see you all tomorrow.....
 
forentia
01.08.04 (3:47 am)   [edit]
today was a good day... a good day to me is a day when i wake up semi early and do a grip of stuff.... so this is my good day....

today i was waken up by stupid cesar... we had made an appointment to take his car to sava's tire and wheel to get his axles and brakes changed on the lexus.... they charged him 320 bucks.... awesome love that those kids from sava's gives me....

so that dumb ass wakes me up about twelve o'clock... the apointment was at twelve... i told him... "i have to take a shower..." but he was like, fuck that... so fuck it... i went in my muscle shirt and the cat in the hat pijamas... that was the first time i ever go anywhere with just a muscle shirt... it felt wierd...

i was not embarrassed... normaly i wouldn't step out of my house if i have not taken a shower or at least looked awake or something... before i used to never show my legs or my arms... i don't know what it was... it just felt wierd... i even walked all the way to jolly boy burgers in my pijamas.... man that was wierd... and a first...

i don't know how i started not being embarrased... i realized it when i think burro changed infront of me like two years ago... it wasn't a really big deal... but i learned that guys don't really look... or i should just not be embarrased from my friends and other people... so i started being a little less shy with my self....

i remember last summer we had a swiming pool in the back yard... augi was calling me so i went to the front in a black muscle shirt, and my boxers... i did have a towel on... but he was tripping out becouse he's never seen my legs before... so i could just imagine what he thought when he saw me... then i started flashing him.. that was funny... i still had my boxers on... but that caught him off guard...

what else did i do today..??¿ oh yeah... i kicked cesar's ass in marvel vs capcom 2... and every other game i have for playstation... but the real beef is with marvel... he swears he's the shit... he has a team that he cheats with... and thats what it is... cheating... there is no technique or.... fennese.... weak sauce.... i'm pretty sure that at the arcades people don't complain or trip on it... becouse they don't know who they are playing with... but i tell him straight out... you are cheating asshole... i don't like to cheat... i like to earn my victories... he swears that he can kick my ass... its just boring fighting some one that does the same moves over and over again... so i let him think that he can kick my ass at first... i'll probably let him win a couple of matches... then i come up with my real un-beatable team and own him....

after jose came home... i asked him for a ride to pick up cesar's car from the shop... he dropped us off becouse he didn't want to wait... they took seven hours with his bucket... so on the trip home i told him to swing by potatoe's house... potatoe is one of burro's friend from high school.... he's a good kid... he is in the military and is going to be a nurse or something someday....

the reason i swang by potatoe's pad today was becouse he told me that he was going to pick up his new nissan titan today.... man that truck is so pimp... it's huge and full of balls... he got a dark grey one... it's real purdy... i spoted it parked around the corner on his street... i asked him why did he park it so far away... he said that there was no space for it... i told him to take it to my pad later today and he said o.k.... we went to my pad and saw augi and his homeboy paiza outside...

we talked for a wile then it got really cold... cesar went home and i went inside... i went to my room and started slapping the bass... i should name that bitch... after i got bored i went back outside and i saw burro and potatoe kicking it with agui... awesome....

we talked and smoked the hookah... then jose started talking about the races... so rocio called up her new boyfriend and he came... he supposedly "races"... whatever... but he's cool people... he has a CRX... we went looking for action but nothing was cracking.... on the way to the spot another CRX hit us up for info on the races... he cruised with us for a wile and we found nothing...

i thought that was really cool... meeting people with a common interest... we didn't know this kid but we still talked to him and let him hang around with us... well... i don't know rocio's friend that well either... i think his last name is hernandez... i'll just call him that for now on...

how disapointing... the races are completely dead around here... hernandez said that he would take us to fontana next thursday.... i'm not sure about going real far just for races... i wonder if it's worth it... what am I talking about.... it's always worth it... not only is it fun... but it's a real cool environment... and they are alot of bad ass mother fucken cars... man i love cars...

and another cool thing about today was when jose raced hernandez and beat him by so much it was not funny.... i don't know if that fool thought he had a chance... he don't know jose has a swap... maybe he's smoked accords before and thought jose was running stock... idiet....

well... thats it for today... i need to go to sleep... i need to wake up early tomorrow...
awesome...
 
my first blog....
01.07.04 (2:50 am)   [edit]
wow.... i can't believe i'm actually starting a blog site.... i've been trying for about two years to start one of these up... i remember i opened one up on blogger.com... it sucked ass becouse i didn't have time to be adding shit to it... weaksauce...

today is january the sixth.... well it was... its 1.30 am right now....

earlier my sisters were argueing.... it was nena... my older sister and mag... she's younger than nena but older than me... she got shot in the face not long ago and became a quadra-pallegic.... she's paralized from the neck down....
it hurts me to hear them both... nena is so pig-headed and non-apathetical... nena is the one that is always doing stuff for mag... and just becouse mag gives her an attitude once a week... she thinks mag is ungratefull...
i told nena "how would you feel if you were paralized...? you don't know what she is thinking... maybe she is jealous becouse nena is walking and she is not... i know it would make me feel help-less and sad all the time..."....
nena doesn't think before she speaks... she says some stupid shit... and it hurts mag's feelings... i know nena is a little slow... but she should at least try to treat mag and everyone else a little better... then she gets mad becouse everyone else takes mag's side... becouse nena is wrong... so then nena starts talking shit to every one else... she started giving me attitude but i just turn around becouse i know she is wrong...
oh well.... i guess i just have to put up with it... for a wile.... she is just so stupid.... everyone around here is getting pretty fed up with her... i'm thinking about moving out just so i wont put up with her madness... i'm just waiting for the money and the oportunity... i just don't know where...

i got to start looking for a damn sponser... i'm in a program at cerritos college.... it's called the CAP program... it stands for Chrysler Aprenticeship Program... i think... or its Cerritos Automotive Program.... well i just know that its a program.... i just know the damn "P"... i have to find a sponsoring chrysler dealer within the next couple of weeks... it's hard... i've never gotten a job by my self.... it's always been about who i know... so it's been pretty hard for me to go by my self and ask for an application and an interview... if i don't... i'll fail in the work experience...

i just finished brakes and suspension class... along with technical math and english 52.... i bearly passed... i got a "C" in both classes... i don't know how stupid Jose got better grades than me... i guess i didn't push myself hard enough... but i don't understand how i got a "C" in the auto class... i got higher scores than Jose in everything..... that jerk had his girlfriend do all of his work for him.... well at least i know i can hang in college...

i'm getting kind of tired... but i'm not going to sleep... its 2 am... man i take forever to type... its becouse i'm watching t.v.... i don't know why they stoped airing futurama... it kicks so much ass....

i'm so pissed off that my bass guitar got messed up... it's not tottaled... but one of the knobs don't work... its a volume knob for the first pick up... it still works and plays... but i still want to take it to the shop... i'm probably going to take it so they can make it that it only has one volume knob... and a off/on switch... so i can bust some bad ass riffs....

i love my guitar... it gives me something special when i play it... i guess it use it for some kind of spiritual release.... i don't know how to play really really good... but i think that i've gotten really good in the past four months... i can play just about any rage against the machine song perfectly... some songs i need special equipment and pedals.... so i don't trip on that....

i've been thinking about starting a small band... but i don't know where to start... or who to ask.. there are some web forums that have classifieds that people go to to find playing buddies and such....

right now i'm looking thru ebay... man that shit is so addicting.... i've spent like 150 bucks within the last month.... i'm looking for another hookah.... a hookah is one of those persian, arabian, indian..? i don't know where those shits come from... i just know i like to smoke it... i guess i've technally own three... well i bought three of them... the first one was a 34" two hose blue hookah... that was the shit... it was the best hookah i've ever had... ¿what happened to it...??? my stupid cousin burro fucken broke the bottom vase.... weak sauce.... but i had a bigger 60" four hose brass hookah... and that mother fucker sucked balls.... i had to tweek on it so it could work... me and Jose hooked it up...

the good thing is that last week i ordered another hookah... a 32" two hose green hookah... it cost me fifty bucks shipped... the other two cost me more than seventy bucks each....

the only mission on those is that the fact that there is no place to buy the tobacco for it.... we have to drive thirty minutes to Anaheim... theres a hookah bar over there on Katela Blvd... it's called cafe fishawi's... its super awesome... they have just about every flavour there is... i don't know why we blaze the hookah... burro was the one that fucked us up with it... his stupid hoodrat ex-girlfriend took him there once... and he took us there... and we were hooked....

well... i guess i will end this blog....
'till next time.....
gumbii...
 
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