did you see the tittle..? it's that melody that they play at funerals with bagpipes... you know why i'm singing that song..??? do you want to know what happened..???

nothing bad happened... i just feel like singing that song... yeah fucken right... i'm thinking about getting me a set of bagpipes... but i don't know where to get some... Aargh... and i don't want to spend a shit load of cash on my first set of pipes... so i'm willing to spend up to 250 on some decent pipes... i was thinking about a new accoustic guitar... or another cheap bass... but i think that i must get me some bagpipes... even if getting them makes me in higher debt... i still want them... imagine... i'll take them everywhere... i'll be playing all fucken day long full blast... i know those shits are fucken loud... but i still want to get a set... OH MY FUCKEN GOD BAGPIPES ARE SO FUCKEN HOT RIGHT NOW... i really want some... i've been checking out ebay... i think that those are decent biggener pipes... and you know what... i think i'm going to finance them thru paypal... yay for me once again...

OH MY FUCKEN GOD I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M GOING TO GET ME SOME PIMP ASS FUCKEN BAD ASS BAG FUCKEN PIPES... i haven't been this excited since i got my bass... oh my god that day was the shit... i couldn't sleep... i didn't tell anybody about it... i only mentioned that i was buying a guitar soon... or i was thinking about getting a guitar... but when it came it surprized everyone... the box was super huge... hugeness... awesomeness... i'm getting some bag pipes... i better not hold my hopes up... i just tried out that pay pal credit thing, and i don't think that it accepted me... fucken shit... even though i'm still going to get me some pipes... i'm looking at some other websites and they are rediculous in pricing... all of them want over a grand... your fucken full of shit... a grand and a half for some cheap pipes... fuck that... i found some super pimp ones on ebay for two bills...

¿how do you do it gumbii?... your probably all asking yourselves... becouse you know i don't have a job... well... i don't know... but i'm still going to get me some pipes... lol... i'm serious... i'll make money somehow... i've been doing it for about a year... i'm low maintenance anyways... that reminds me that i have to pick up some deoderant from the devil store... wal-mart... there the only place i could find degree powder fresh... everyone else took them out for some reason... thats the shit... i love that powder fresh smell... reminds me when jose walks out of the bathroom and he fills the room with the powderfresh scent... litteretly... i think i misspelled that word too... man, something is wrong with me... i feel stupid for some reason... i've been misspelling all kinds of shit... i know there's some kind of spell-checker here... but i can't find it... fuck you... oh well... tblog is still the shit...

i've decieded to put this as my email signiture... it's kind of a big step... i just finished emailing my teacher for my letter grades... i wonder if she will come and visit, and read how retarded her student is... well... ex-student... then she will know why i got that grade... lol... i hope i did good... if i did... i earned it... if i did bad... oh well... i should of worked alot harder... that was the thing... i started missing days... then i didn't buy the books for the class... but i think i still did pretty good on the paper and on the final... not like jose... i know he bombed the final, and carla did his paper for him... i hate that... i want someone to do my homework... dammit carla... you better hook me up with one of your friends fast... and i mean fast... i was talking to this one chic in that same class... she was japanese... oh my god she was such a huge pan... her name was yun-hee... man thats so hot...

i guess i wasn't metro enough... no one likes us rugged, dirty, smelly guys anymore... they all want those metrosexual GQ mother fuckers... and i'll be damned to hell if i turn into one of those biatches... but i do have to clean up a a bit... i got to start shaving more... and start smelling better... but i like the way i smell... i smell like my deoderant most of the time... powder fresh... so i got me some colognes... i don't want to be like everyone else and use shit like hugo boss, or eternity... i got me georgio armany's aqua de gio... that shit smells really good... i'm also going to get emporium by armany... and i really want to get ferrarri red... that is the fucken shit too... kind of pricey... but the shit... fuck it... i don't want to smell like any other new yorker want to be pretty even though his face is covered by pimples metrosexual... i want to smell expensive for once... so i got to stop using that old spice body wash... the scent on that mother fucker is too damn strong...

OMG i'm still looking at the bagpipes from ebay... them are some sexy motherfucken bag pipes... i'll even take them to school... yes... i know... that will be so freaken pimp... i'm going to see how much kilts are... WTF!!!? this guy that sells the bagpipes has some negative feedback and you know what the other guy wrote...??? "après 1 mois, je n'ai toujours pas reçu ma commande" what the fuck does that mean...? really... did he have to type it in a different language... look around mother fucker... did anyone else type in a different language... i want to know what that idiot is rambling about... maybe he's saying that his bagpipes suck... OMG i hope not... shit... i'm going to keep looking... omg he purchased some parler pipes from him... those are some smaller bagpipse... oh well... i'm still going to buy those pipes... everything else checks okay... i can't believe people complain about a forty dolar flute... OMG it only costed you forty bucks...

okay... so i'm not getting a kilt... there expensive... but i still want one... i'll just wait like a year or so... or untill i get really good with the pipes...

hey... i'm really tired... i must go to sleep now....

good nite...

gumbii...........

as you know or may not know... i type all of my blogs like at three am... so today's blog is really yesterday's blog....

anyways... today was pretty cool... except that i was fucken pissed off almost the entire day... i hate stupid people, and i'm surrounded by them... the sad thing is that i can't do anything about it... i wish i could just move away super far... but then i will miss everybody's stupid ass... fucken owned like whoa... today on the forum, kevin gave us a questionare... this is it....

December 29th 2004 - December 29th 2005

How do you see yourself in one year?

What kind of changes do you think you will go through during this year?

Are you going to look the same, dress the same, have the same hairstyle?

Are you going to be living in the same place you do now, drive the same car, have the same job and make the same amount of money?

Are you going to find a girlfriend/boyfriend, or still be with the one you have now?

Do you think something will happen in your life that will cause a drastic change?

What do you think you will get next christmas?

How different do you think you will be....

One year from now, on December 29th 2005, we will come back to this thread and see what you thought came true.

i'll try to answer them.... 
How do you see yourself in one year? this is a tough one... i don't know... i don't have any goals... i just do stuff as i go... i kind of hate it... but it works for me... but i'll probably be at the same house...
What kind of changes do you think you will go through during this year? i'm going to try to be more assurtive... more aggressive... maybe lose alot of wheight... and get my priorities straight...
Are you going to look the same, dress the same, have the same hairstyle? i want to let my hair grow... so it will probably be shoulder length... i want to change the way i dress too... i want to dress a little bit more dark... more goth i guess...
Are you going to be living in the same place you do now, drive the same car, have the same job and make the same amount of money? i will have the del sol for life... hopefully, i will finish the CAP program and be working at a dealership somewhere... like i said... i will still be living at MY house... i own it allready...
Are you going to find a girlfriend/boyfriend, or still be with the one you have now? i am trying to find a girlfriend now... hopefully a wife... i feel incredibly alone... and carla doesn't want to hook me up with any of her friends...
Do you think something will happen in your life that will cause a drastic change? something drastic always happens in my life... they don't surprize me any more... i just take them as they come... (i don't think i spelled surprize right...)
What do you think you will get next christmas? i do not know... but if i am working... i will try to get me a car from a dealership... i don't know what kind or which one yet...
How different do you think you will be? i can't change my personality... i've worked hard to keep my personality in perfect equilibrium... and i like it this way...

the reason i say my personality is in perfect equilibrium is 'cuse i try to ballance my live everyday... i can't be nice or mean to everyone... so i do a little of both all of the time... i can't do good or bad deeds to people all of the time, so i do a little of both too... i am everything a person can be... i'm in-between every negative and positive attributes... i'm in the middle of nice, mean, sympathetic, angry, etc. etc... and i think it works... i have alot of friends, and i make them really fast... i can get along with just about everybody... i've never met a person that off of the bat i didn't like or didn't like me... and i think that if i try to change something about me i will fuck up everything about me... loosing the ballance which is equilibrium... and equilibrium is also a bad ass fucken kick ass bitchen movie... i fucken love that movie and i've been looking for that fucken DVD for a long ass time and i haven't been able to find it except for ebay and i don't trust any DVD's that come from ebay...

enough about me... my stupid dog just gave me a nice wet kiss... she just drank water... oh shit... i haven't introduced her to the blog... let me see... the last dog i talked about was bobbie... since her... i got two other female pits... the first one was butters... she is a pit bull with a small head... so she's kind of a mix... her dad is a blue, and her mom is a black nose mix... she is the smartest dog from the bunch... then i got another puppie... she is bobbie's sister... her name is bubbles... ... ... yes i know... buddah, butters, and bubbles... i'll try to scan some pics of them later... bubbles was from the same parents from bobbie... and she is hella stupid...

like two weeks ago it was my nephew's birthday party... so he got some pretty pimp millar balloons filled with helium gas... so there was one that was just floating around the living room and it some how managed to make it to my room... so it was in the top corner of my room for like two days... i woke up around 10am and i wanted to go back to sleep... so i called her becouse she sleeps with me still... so we both jump in the bed, and start covering ourselves with the blankets then bubbles started barking like an idiot... i looked up saw that she was barking at the fucken balloon that lowered itself to the bed... then i grabbed it and advanced it to her wile making a "WOooOOo" noise and she got so fucken scared... she jumped off the bed and ran to the living room barking and crying for her life... she went all the way to my sister nena and wanted to jump into her arms... that was the funiest shit that i have seen in a couple of days... good times good times...

so i take the balloon to the living room and it's floating like three feet off of the floor and she was still scared... she was hiding under mag's bed and she didn't want to come out... so i grabbed her and took her back to my room to go to sleep... she couldn't sleep she was truamatized... she kept looking up looking for the stupid balloon... she probably thought it was going to attack her wile she wasn't looking... so a half an hour of that she knocked out... i had to make her forget about the scary balloon and threw her under the blankets... it's kind of funny becouse out of four pit bulls that i've had since puppies she's the only one that sleeps with me and i think that's really cool... butters sleeps with me now, and it's funny... the last time i woke up she had one arm under my neck and the other arm over my neck with her chin right above the top of my head... like she was hugging me... i love all of my dogs, and they love me back... especially buddah...

buddah is my first dog that i raise myself from a puppie... he's actually my first dog... i never had a dog that i could say was mine... all of our dogs have always been the families dogs... and i hated that... now since i got buddah it's different... i spent alot of money on him too... me and jose were thinking about it and we said that we probably spent more than a grand in the first four months... just on good food, vitamins, shots and accessories... yes... dogs have accessories... toy's and stuff... and it was all cash well spent... oh... and another thing i've gotten since i haven't posted in this blog... i built a koi pond in the back yard... one koi pond and one bog... pretty cool... i have plans building a huge three thousand gallon pond in the back yard... i have everything except the filters... so if you all want to donate some cash my way for a filter for my fish... feel free... i'll send you my pay pal info...

i got really mad when the raining season started becouse my pond got flooded by muddy water and fucken killed half of my fishes... i love my fishes... and the bad thing is that only the beautiful koi fishes died... like all of my butterfly koi fish... none of my  stupid feeder gold fish, or the mosquito fishes died... mother fucker... i have a shitload of mosquito fishes... i got to clean out the filter from the pond tomarrow... or today... and i got to feed them... i only feed them about once every two weeks... becouse the water is ice cold... but i do check up on them everyday... they still rise up everytime i get near them... dammit... why did my koi's have to die... dammit... why did you take pai mai and agui the fish from me... it's not fair...!! why?!.. why god?!.. why...? oh shit... i got emotional there... kind of... oh well... i'm going to start buying more fish later... but not now... i have to be buying bubbles her shots and keep up with her untill she's a little older... then i'll start getting fishes again...

i'm going to leave now becouse i don't know... i'm finishing earlier than usual... i started earlier too... i started like at 11.50, and it's 12.41... kind of quick... i'm going to wait until it's like 1am or something... that way i know for a fact that it will be posted up as thursday's blog...

lates....

gumbii............

OMG... stupid phone line just did the shits... sux to be the telephone company...

anyways... i hate all right now... something is wrong with my sister's computer's phone line and i don't know how to fix it... it has no dial tone... when I try to call it from another phone it gives me the busy signal... I hate it... I hate all of it... why oh my god why...??? it’s the stupid rain’s fault... it fucked it up somehow... I have no clue how it did it... but yeah... it did it... I went outside to check on it and it all looked fine... and it was working perfectly... I was online like an hour ago and I logged off because it was acting really really slow... so I said... hmm... what if I log off and log back on... and nothing... I hate you... yeah you... stupid blog readers... I’m just kidding.... I love you... especially the nosey loyal readers that want to know every fucken detail about my life... I love you kind of... but stop stareing at me... anyways...

i started typing this using word... thats why all of my "i"s are capitalized... i'm two fucken lazy to hold the shift key for a split second to capilalize my "i"s... and now i cut and pasted it onto the blog programs... but anyways... let me explain how i'm making this blog entry... so i called the fucken phone company and they said that my phone line is fucked up and it's not going to work until thursday... i needed to have a technician come and fix it for me... then i tried it a wile ago and wham... it fucken works... WTF???? really... i don't know why the fucken phone line would act like this... man i went to sleep really early last night... like at 3am or something... i didn't have anything to do... i started to take off the labels from some small ass jars that had Knott's berry farm jelly... man what a trip i was on... straight on one...

i'm not going to talk about what i did today... i'm going to put in another blog in the night time... this was just to get some steam off of my chest... so fuck everyone last night... Aargh...

lates...

gumbii......

yeah i know... i said that i would start doing this again, and i'm pretty sure that i am... man i hate people... today was a fake day... whateva!!...

it's 1.30 am... yes it's late... but i woke up at 5pm today... that really really sucked... i didn't want to sleep the entire day... that really sucked... i like waking up in the morning and doing something... even if it's just something simple like a brake job, or wattering the plants... but today it was raining... so oh well... i guess it was a pretty done deal... oh well... just another day wasted... well, not entirely... i did learn a new song... check it out...

*rest for 8 bars*

0:21
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d--4--------------------- --------
a--2--2-2--0h2-2-2-2----- --3----- x60
d------------------------ --------

3:21
(with distortion) Saw this live....Adam does bends, Justin does the hammer/pull offs
(hammer the notes hard to get it right)

g------------------------ ------------------------- ---------
d------------------------ ------------------------- ---------
a--2...h3p2-p0---2...h3p2-p0---2...h3p2-p0----2...h3p2-p0--
d------------------------ ------------------------- ---------

3:43
g----------------------2- -----0--
d--4--------------------- --------
a--2--2-2--0h2-2-2-2----- --3----- x14
d------------------------ --------


4:20 (Trust me this is what he does...it takes timing....listen with good headphones)

g------------------------ -----------------------
d-----4------7-----7----- ---12----------17------
a--2----/-5-----5-----/-1 0------/15--15-----15--
d------------------------ -----------------------

4:25  (there are TWO open D's hear...listen)
    & nbsp;   &n bsp;   &nb sp;   &nbs p; x7
g------------------|----- -------
d------------------|----- -------
a------------------|----- -------
d--9--9-0--0-7/10--|--9-- 9--0---

4:46  (Saw this on several vids...check out Wilkes barre for the best angle...he never goes to the C...)
    & nbsp; the variation takes practice!!!
    & nbsp;   &n bsp;   &nb sp;   &nbs p;     ;         x3
g---------------------2-- --0--|------------------- -----------
d--4--------------------- -----|--4---------------- 4-4---------
a--2--2-2--0h2-2-2-2----- 3----|--2--2-2--0h2-2-2-- 2-2-0h2-2-2- (x4)
d------------------------ -----|------------------- -----------

g----------------------2- -----0--
d--4--------------------- --------
a--2--2-2--0h2-2-2-2----- --3----- x4
d------------------------ --------

*rest for 9 bars*

6:00
(with distortion)
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a--2...h3p2-p0---2...h3p2-p0---2...h3p2-p0----2...h3p2-p0--
d------------------------ ------------------------- ---------

6:22
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d--4--------------------- --------
a--2--2-2--0h2-2-2-2----- --3----- x8
d------------------------ --------


6:43 (Straight off the mansfield video...check yourselves....)

g------------------------ --------------------
d-----4-----7---7------12 ----------17--------
a--2----/-5---5---/-10--- --/15--15----15----- x4
d------------------------ --------------------

7:04   &nb sp;   &nbs p;     ; x7
g------------------|----- -------
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a------------------|----- -------
d--9--9-0--0-7/10--|--9-- 9--0---


7:25
g------------------------ -
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d--7h9-9-9-7h9-9-9-7h9-9- -

7:56
g------------------------ ---
d------------------------ ---
a----9-9---9-9----------- --- x4
d--7-9-9-7-9-9-9-/12-14p1 2--


8:06 (In many vids, Justin goes Ballistic hear throwing in lots of little variations....I will
    & nbsp; not tab those out...just know this is played on the low D string)

g------------------------ -
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d--7h9-9-9-7h9-9-9-7h9-9- -


*rest for 1 bar*

8:27 (This was the biggest Shocker of them all.....Listen carefully, Justin is Doing the Main Riff here...he does
    & nbsp; not follow adam on the guitar part... you can barely hear it on the album version and is easier to hear in
    & nbsp; a live version.....Thanks to embrace for pointing this out to me)

g----------------------2- -----0--
d--4--------------------- --------
a--2--2-2--0h2-2-2-2----- --3----- x8
d------------------------ --------


8:48 Just a variation from before...and its slower..I added the lyrics to help with the timing

g------------------------ ------------------------- --------------------
d----4-------------7---7- ----------12----12------- ---17-------17-----
a--2----/5-------5---5--- -----/-10----10---------/ 15----15-------15-- x2
d------------------------ ------------------------- --------------------
..so crucify   ..before its    ...leave behind    ..negative...cynical


9:10 variation...listen for those chords...they are hard to hear..

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a--2----/5----2----2---3- ----2-----2----/5----2--- /-10-----/15---15------15 ---
d------------------------ ------------------------- ------------------------- ---

9:20   &nb sp;    x4     ;         & nbsp;   x4
g--------------|--------- -------
d--------------|--------- -------
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d--9-9-0-------|--9-9-0-0 -7/10--

9:40
g------------------------ -----------
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d--999-7---0-999-7---0-9- 7-9-10-----

9:50   &nb sp;   &nbs p;     ;         & nbsp; x3
g------------------------ --|----------------
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a------------------------ --|----------------
d--9-9-0--0-5-5-5--0-7/10 --|--9-9-0--0-5----

i know that is like super huge and you probably don't know what the fuck you are looking at... but that is a song by tool called reflection... it's tabbed out by some guy named it doesn't tell me his name but he is a genius... i got it from MXtabs.net... they are really good... i always trip out on how perfect some songs come out to be... like that one... i fucken love it... i don't know the words to the song, but i'm pretty sure that i can sing it and play it at the same time... since the song is really easy to play... and the song is really really slow... i need to practice the whole playing and singing thing... i really need to get into a band... but i don't want to get into any band... like i said before i'm going to be pretty picky about getting into a band... i want to be in a band that will be fun for me... becouse i think thats what it's all about... having fun and playing music...

i'm not saying that i'm the shit... but i am pretty good... i can learn a song by ear if i had enough time, and i can learn an entire song by just looking at the tabs and not even trying... i think thats tallent becouse i asked other people and they say that that is impossible... good one... but i still find some stuff hard to do... like slapping and popping... i need like another year of practice to get that shit down... but until then i will try to learn as many tool songs i can... those are really challenging for me to learn becouse they change alot, and it's all about timing... the climax also changes alot on there songs, and not to mention that thier songs are all like eight minutes long... thats pretty hard for a band.. and a percussionist like me... they use some pretty challenging bass lines and chords... but it's okay... i'm willing to take my time... but i don't know if they are any bands that like playing tool style music... i'm going to go to the musician's forum to see if there is like a bassist wanted locally...

oh well... i recieved some glasses from the mail today... they came from makers mark... i'm an Ambassador from them... i don't know how i became an ambassador... but they've allready sent me golf balls, drink mixers, now some nice glasses... the pair... they are super sweet... i got to start collecting stuff like this from now on... i think carla wanted to start up collecting stuff like that too... oh my god i've been looking at the makers mark website... it's super pimp with stuff that i want to buy... it's www.makersmark.com... i know that that thing turned into a [link] thing... i hate that... oh well... klik on it and sign up to be a ambassador... i don't know if you can... but yeah... it's pretty cool... and that's some good ass bourbon... stupid insert button was on and i was fucking all kinds of stuff up... fucken idiot...

i just remembered that grass could make me stickers and stuff... i'm going to send him a pic of what i want... i need two team sol stickers... yeah i joined team sol... i've been in team sol for a wile now... like a year... but i dont even know what number i am... i think i'm 4185 or something like that... i'll check... something must be wrong... i can't get into the website... i know it's www.teamdelsol.com... but it just doesn't work... oh well... i tried... there goes that idea... oh my god i just found the lyrics for the song that i have tabbed up there... OMG this is a really cool song... it doesn't make that much sense, but it's nice...

I find that I can see a light at the end down
Beneath my self-indulgent pitiful hole.
Defeated I Concede and move closer. I may find comfort here
I may find peace within the emptiness. How pitiful.
It's calling me.
It's calling me.
It's calling me.
It's calling me.

And in my darkest moment, fetal and weeping.
The moon tells me a secret. My confidant.
As full and bright as I am, this light is not my own
A million light reflections pass over me
It's source is bright and endless.
She resuscitates the hopeless
Without her we are lifeless satellites dreaming dreams.
And as I pull my head out I am without one doubt
Don't want to be down here feeding my narcissism
I must crucify the ego before it's far too late
I pray the light lifts me out before I pine away.
before I pine away.
before I pine away.
before I pine away.

So crucify the ego before it's far too late
To leave behind this place so negative and blind and cynical
And you will come to find that we are all one mind
(*)
Just let the light touch you and let the words spill thorough
Just let them pass right through, bringing out our hope and reason.

before I pine away.
before I pine away.
before I pine away.
before I pine away.


(*) waiting for confirmation

do you see where it's says waiting for confirmation... thats kind of wierd... they probably just gave the guy a cd, and told him to write up the lyrics... becouse in that small part it's really hard to comprehend what the fuck manyard is saying... i'm pretty sure it says... "you've taken over all this imagine it all concievable"... yeah i'm pretty sure it does say that... i've just listen to the damn song like five times trying to make that little part out... it's wierd... i never learn the song... i never knew what the fuck the song was about... i would always just learn how to play it... thats crazy... i do that alot... i guess i don't listen to the music becouse of what the song says... i listen to it becouse i like the instrumental part of the song... or i think it's easy to play... or really complex and will me a mission for me to learn it... oh well... i did start likeing tool for what they sang about... i just lost trying to listen to the words and started listening to the music...

i remember i would be able to sing to all kinds of songs like system of a down, and rage against the machine... now i can't learn them anymore... i just picture how to play the song in my head... sux to be me... but it maybe an advantage of some sort... i was just at the musicians forum where they have wanted post looking for musicians and stuff... there are alot of them that say for serious band only... WTF..? shouldn't all bands be serious... why would you just want to waste your time... and they said that they were all tallented musicians... OMG they were all seventeen years old playing speed metal... that shit is so damn easy to play... i don't see anything complex about it... and they are tallented... OMG... then some guy replied... he had about 5 years experience with a band, and 8 years experience playing the bass... he wanted to get into them... OMG, they are seventeen years old... how serious can theybe... they haven't even gone to college or gotten a real job... whatever...

oh well... i'm leaving now... maybe... oh i'll just keep this window open...

dammit... there's this guy on the webforum saying that i neve use proper punctuation... i know why... becouse at first i wouldn't make complete sentences... but that was over three years ago... i bet that mother fucker doesn't even read what the fuck i wrote... mother fucker... i hope that fucken fat ass dies or something... i found out some other flaw's in that song write up... i guess i'm right... or maybe this is the way it has to be, or he don't want anyone knowing the words to the song... but that would be stupid... 

oh-kay then.... i'm really going to sleep now... well... not really... but i'm leaving... lates.....

gumbii.....

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that felt horrible... i don't like advertisements... but if it scores me a free ipod fuck it... you should do it too... twas' realy easy... now it should only be a matter of time that i get my ipod... and some cd's from BMG music... yeah... i had to open an account with them... i also decieded to choose the new 20 gig ipod... why would you get any of the mini ipods and they only have a 5 gig hard drive... fuck that... i want something that i can put every song that i own in it... yeah i know... it's excessive... but oh well... fuck it... so  yeah... i sold out... i'm feel just like gwen steffani... i believe she sold out too... WTF is dr. dre doing in her new cd..?? thats what i want to know... i hate that... sux to be her and the fact that she now only does music for the money... but then again i would too...

me and jose were talking the other day about when i get famous... what we will both do... he said that he will first start out as one of my body guards... but then he will gradually become a bum living off of my income lounging in my house with free rent and food... what a fucken cock... anyways, that plan sounds super... i wouldn't mind... and i wouldn't give a fuck what anyone else has to say about it... so what... mother fuckers would just be hatting on jose... but it's all good... i'll be paying for all of his stuff like his car payments... i will even pay for his huge wedding that he don't want but will get anyways... if i was rock star rich i would share the wealth only with the people that have shared wealth with me... that way i don't have to have family asking for money... they will never even find the pennies i throw away at the park... mother fuckers... i hate family...

i wasn't talking about remote family... i'll hook them up somehow... but neh... not distant family... maybe just burro... he's hooked me up sick a couple of times... but he's different... he's more like friend/remote family... he's been upgraded somehow... of course my christmas list will be huge... but thats just becouse it's christmas... not like this year... i didn't give any one anything... it's okay i guess... everyone know's i'm not working... but i still feel like shit when i got stuff i really think i didn't deserve... people are too nice... i hate people, but i love all of my friends and remote family... and especially my dogs... oh my fucking god... my dogs will be super spoiled... they won't even have to ask to be petted... i'll hire some kids to play with them like, twelve hours a day... that would be the shit... they will have their own personal trainer too that shoots them all up with steroids and different anabolics... oh my god i love my dogs...

yeah... i want to give my dogs anabolics... not for asthetic or fighting purposes... hell's no... i don't believe that animals should be treated bad... but i think it helps with their self esteem a little... i think a dog would feel better with huge muscles and think that he is pimp... and it makes them fuck too... so puppies up the yin yan for me... yay... buddha is allready trying to fuck butters... but i don't think that they have gotten stuck yet.. i haven't seen them or heard them... is that the way you spell heard..?? is it hurd..¿¿ oh well... F/I... so i'm going to bust a trip and get me some deca durabolin, or some sustanon... probably the sustanon becouse it's cheaper... yay for being cheap... but it's going to work... i'll probably just stack one cycle on him... maybe a second one a year later... i don't want to make it super obvious... but i'm probably going to have the biggest pit bull on the block... and thats not what i want... yeah fucken right biotch!!...

i'm going to go now... i don't know how i'm going to keep up with this again... but since my sister has this new computer... i think it's hella easier to do it now... it's in the living room... i'm also in the proccess of moving to the back room... thats going to be super pimp but it's also really really cold back there... but it's all ready for me... i just need to take all of my shit, equipment, and animals... yay... but i don't know... the doors aren't really good... they don't seem to lock right... i'm going to have to get some dead bolts and knobs... probably just two big ass dead bolts per door...  yeah it has two doors... two doors right next to eachother... don't ask, but my dad is an idiot... so i'm going to only have a futon matress on the floor... that is so pimp... and everything else is going to be space... i want alot of space... so i can start bringing home girls and fuck them silly... i don't like bringing girls home... but thats another story for another day... i think...

stupid grass is going to help me build up my old website again... but i don't know what the fuck is going to happen... he wants it to be about the same thing... our street... he loves this street and i do too... he wants to start putting pictures and other stuff... like new's and what the fuck is going on... chismes... lol... i don't mind... i love all of that stuff... i'll try to update it, but we need to get some shit straight first... like what account, and what space... and how to host all of the pics... i think i'm going to have to bust out with a job first... so is he... that fucker is so damn tight... oh well... better him spend his money on this shit than on his stupid friends and booze... that's what he's become since he turned 21... he just kicks it with little kids that want to drink and go clubbing... i told him that he's to old to go clubbing becouse i'm too old... i think i'm 23... OMG!!!... thats fucking old...

anyways... i must be going to sleep now... i'm going to try to make alot of blogs about all kinds of stupid shit again...

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