house of... jealous lovers... house of... jealous lovers shake down....... i love this song... why didn't the rapture make more jams... maybe they do but they aren't mainstream like this one...

anyways... like the title says, more drama for my dead momma... this is what happened...okay... this is going to be long... read all of it...

so my sister had a baby three days ago... she's been staying in my house for about a year now... her new boyfriend has been staying with her too... fuck it... he works... but he's been thru some stuff too... he got his kids taken away last year for drugs... and i've known my sister for doing drugs too, but i thought she had stoped since she divorced her husband and lost her first kid too...

so they've been staying in a small room in the back house... she just had her baby, and she got home yesterday... and i was like... where's your baby... she just left, so i asked her man and he told me that she tested positive for drugs and they are taking her baby away... that really really sucks... she didn't tell us anything... so my sister and I had a talk with him, and we agreed that we will try to get custody for him...

my sister went and took fingerprints and told me since i'm going to be guardian too, i have to get fingerprinted... but i don't want to... i have a record... imagine they look it up and see a charge for attempt in murder... so my sister told them that i have my security guard liscense/firearm liscense and she said that that might be enough... but if it's not we might get screwed... oh well... we'll see...

so they told us that we couldn't have our sister living with us anymore, so i had to give them the boot... wich really sux becouse they don't have a place to go... but that's what both of them get... the social worker is going to come to my house this monday... so i have to find out where i'm going to put the dogs (becouse they come in and out of the house) and i'm going to have to put some gates around the pond so they are child safe... i have some kids in my house now, but i've never had any social workers coming over...

they say that she's going to try to get him back, but i don't think that will ever happen... well... not for a couple of years... she has to do 6 months in rehabilitation, and pass multiple psycho evaluation test... i hope she does it... but the reality of it all is that she wont... it hurts me to see how she is, but it's something that she has to take care of... we got tired of talking to her...

this is the second time i had to keep a nephew and raise him with my sister... the first one was from my other sister... she just moved out and left him to us... she moved back, but i still raise him... she can't do anything anymore becouse she got shot in the face 2 years ago and is paralized from the neck down... so he's my son kind of...

in a way i am happy... i don't like kids... but i know i'm never going to have any of my own, so i'm happy with these two boys... i haven't seen the baby yet... i'm at work when it's visiting time, but we might get him monday... we got to go to court monday... yay more court ... we also want to change his name... i guess they were so high that they named him some fucked up ass shit... honestly... i think they named him nalaariam... that's thier names backwards... maria alan... idiots... and i think his middle name is coyoxli... he's indian mexica...

i want to give him a traditional mexican man's name... like marcelo, or demetrio... his last name is going to stay leal... that's means loyal in some indian dialect... well anyways... that is all...

i'm tired... i want to type more shit, but i'll make to much noise... my sister isn't feeling too good, and told me that i get to loud on the keyboard... i guess i get into it, or on a roll... lates...

gumbii.........

that's one of the best songs i've heard so far, and it's so simple, and only has a couple of words for the lyrics... uh-yayee-yay!!!!

that is all... i will post a new blog later tonight... i have time i guess....

so i partied this weekend... and when i got home, i found someone that had partied a little too much... lol...

my dogs were barking and my sister looked outside and told me there was a girl standing at the gate... i go outside and ask her if she had a problem... (i'm such a jerk) so then i turn around and let the dogs bark at her more, and she sat down... and started pulling up grass and playing with it.... then she layed down, and stoped moving... i called my friend out and he started poking her thru the gate with a broom... and she wouldn't move... i started to get mad and yelling at her to get the fuck off of my sidewalk... i didn't want her to die infront of my house...my sister got on the phone and called 911... by the time she hung up she got up like nothing and walked across the street to the park... then she made it to the slide, dropped, and rolled about three times and landed on the sandbox... she started throwing sand on her face and the cops showed up... they took her, ambulance and we all went to sleep... the end...

this was about 3AM... i have just gotten home from a armando's birthday party... oh well...

that is all... i'm bored as hell and have to go to school tomorrow... here are some pics that might not work for you, but do for me of that chic that i found outside the house... yes i took pics...

man... i hate being sick, and i hate sick people being sick... nen is sick and she is waiting to be taken to the hospital... she looks horrible...

i don't know why, but everytime something happens to nena i get worried and sad... i think it's becouse she feels like she is my responsibility somehow... i always tell her to watch her self, and watch what she eats... and now she's knocking out on the couch and i could hear her weezing from here... it's saddening me... why haven't they taken her to the hospital yet... i told her to take medicine... maybe it was my fault becouse i took the last of the amoxocilin... i shouldn't of taken it... i should of asked her how she was feeling first... i rather be sick and dyeing than to see her like this... she's just been diagnosed as animec(sp?)... and i know her imunities aren't as strong like mine... she's really really sick... and i don't understand why they are laggin in taking her to the damn clinic... they asked me to print them out a map and i did... and now they are just lagging... they are supposedly waiting for vaca to come home to watch the kids or something... but i don't think that ass is going to come home for a wile... he always takes off, and fucks around... what a fucken cock...

oh well... i haven't slept since tuesday morning... i am so fucken tired... i'm going to go to sleep in a wile... i'm dead fucken tired... i wanted to do alot of shit on my website.... but meh... oh well... i'll do it later... i got to go shopping tomorrow for a bead curtain... i'm getting it for jose's room... pimp like whoa... maybe... i just made some cash piercing seven people... so i guess i'll get him something and order some needles from ebay... i'm running low... i'm probably going to get like 40 bucks of stuff from ebay... needles and barbels... yay... piercing for life...

i must go now... lates....

gumbii..........

it's 4am and i can't sleep becouse i drank coffee, and i'm sick, my ear still hurts, and i got classes later today, and i don't want to go becouse i can't paint my nails black...

best and longest sentence on the planet... awesomeness... but yeah... that pretty much sums it all up... i hate everyone right now... i got the nail polish remover, cotton and everything to repaint my nails, and when i went to my room to get the nail polish i couldn't find it... i bet my stupid sister took it... fucken ass pregnant tweeking bitch... why the fuck does she have to take my stuff for... i'm fucken sick of her... i'm about ready to kick her ass out of my house and onto the fucken streets... see how fucken good she does without my or my sister's helping hands... she's fucked us over way to many times and i'm tired of it... it's the little things like that that really get me mad though... i've had other things stolen from me before, but when it comes down to stuff that i use alot, like my camera, nail polish, pens, notebooks... that shit really pisses me off... it's stuff that i use ever fucken other day and she knows it... so why the fuck would she take them from me and act like she don't know what the fuck i'm talking about... even if i have a shitload of witnesses she still deny's everything...

argh!!!!... anger... okay i calmed down a bit... and i'm also getting kind of sleepy... and it's not even close to 6am... i'm wondering if i should sleep a little... i don't think i'm going to shower in the morning becouse it will be ice cold, and i am really sick... i don't want to get any sicker than i allready am... but i don't want to be a dirty mexican in class... ah fuck it... as long as i don't stink... lol... i never stink... i smell fresh all of the time... fucken nail polish...

um....

i found my nailpolish... it fell in the mountain of crap next to my bed... i don't feel bad of what i said about my sister... it's becouse they have told me that she was snooping thru my shit yesterday, and i put one plus one and came up with two... oh well... my nails are now painted black... mag's nail polish remover is the shit... i juse used one cotton for both of my hands and that was it... that shit was like acid to the nail polish... and that was like four layers of black... wow... good stuff... well, i asked my sister if she's seen my nail polish and she told me where it was... then she said that guy's aren't supposed to paint thier nails... whatever... i could do whatever i want with my fucken nails... they're long anyways... might as well make them look ridiculously nice by painting them black... they are long and pointy... like dracula from the bram strokers movie... but painted black... i don't know why i started painting them black... i just felt like doing it one day, and i liked the way it looked...

well... it's 5am now... it's only been an hour... i'm going to get my clothes ready, and finish my nails... see you all later...

and comment fuckers...

gumbii......

fucken shit wizard... how could of you have fucked me up so fucken bad... mother fucken jerk ass... i'm going to report your ass...

anyways... i'm freaken sick... yes, i thought i was untouchable/invincible... but somehow this virus has entered my body and given me an ear infection... and it hurts, and i have a cotton ball stuck in it and it smells like vicks and garlic at the same time... i hate it... i want it to go away... i took some antibiotics, but OMG... it's bothering me... not much the pain... just the slow pulsating pain... it's making me go nuts... why the fuck did i get sick... oh well... well anyways... i must go now... i want to sleep a little...

oh, and the fucken wizard took my disclamer button thing... it's not working for me for some reason... i blame him... i took him out, and he took my disclamer with him... the script is still there... it just doesn't come out under the options, or when i open my page... oh well...

¿¿¿and where the fuck is my duck...???!!!!!!

gumbii..................