yeah... the holiday season sucks... i hate it... it fucken sucks... i hate it... i can't shop comfortably, bah... and i need to come up on 50 bucks really quick... lol...

what should i do... um... i did pierce two pretty girls yesterday and made some money... but i need that for something else... i just need to make 50 bucks... um... what should i do... hmm... maybe i could sell something... what could i sell...? i think i'm going to put up my waw pedal on ebay or something... but who would buy it... hmm... oh well... maybe i could do something else... like pimp myself out to a fat girl... lol... but what about the other thirty bucks... LOL...asd;jlksadfkjlsdfkjldfljk adkslfjas;ldfkasdfjasd anyways... i just drank a monster... that means i'm not going to be able to go to sleep tonight... fuck it... the little kid is saying that his toe hurts... my toe has been hurting for about three days now... freaken horrible... it suxors... it doesn't make sense... fucken shit... oh well...

i think i fucked up... bah... i just applied for a credit card and got approved... fuck it... i'm giving it to my sister... that way she could use it to buy herself a tv or something... i'll pay the anual stuff, becouse it's expensive, and she could get whatever she wants as long as she pays it... pretty cool... i'm a good brother... then after a wile when she's payed off like half and the credit line goes up... i'm going to max it out... lol... i don't need credit... the way i see it i allready own a house... i'm never going to get a new car out of the dealer... well not under my name... and i really don't need any credit... just like my cousin cris...he's never had a credit card or even a bank account in his life... pretty awesome... they're sharks... i do need a cell phone though... but i hate phones...

well... happy holliday peeps... i really don't mean that... i hate the hollidays... bah-humbug... now i'm really really full of fucken energy... fucken monster... and it was a mega monster energy drink... fucken holly hell... i love these... i asked for an arizona and some kid brought me a huge monster... some people say you become dependant on them, but that's bullshit... really really bullshit... becouse when i was going to school i would drink like three a day so i wont fall asleep in class... and when i stoped going i stoped drinking them... so i know that's fucken bullshit... but then again i can't get addicted to anything... i have a high tollerance... that's why i don't drink, smoke, do drugs i guess... i've tried everything, but i can't get into them... i used to think i didn't do any of that becouse it was disgusting untill i tried them... now i think they are all right... but i just can't get addicted... i'm super...

we just got a really good phone call... we might be getting my nephew this friday... after about eight months since he was born, trying to adopt him we are going to get him this friday... i really really hope we get him... we were promised that we would get him before thanks giving but we didn't... so this will be really awesome if we get him before chrismas... then i might have something to celebrate this year... looks like things are really starting to look up... i guess since i feel like i'm getting old and with all of my friend's getting either married, or having kids i feel way behind... so this might make up for it... i've been thinking alot about kids... but i don't want to be in a relationship... becouse that gets fallowed up by mariage... yikes... we don't want that to happen... but then again some of my own kids wouldn't be so bad... maybe i'll get me some bitch just to have my kid and get the fuck on... but that sounds like way to much responsibility for me... lol...

only if i had some really cool homegirls... but nope... i haven't had a homegirl for a couple of years... i only know friend's girlfriend's or wifes now... lol... damnit... i should of gotten with a girl from highschool... it was so easy to score with bitches back then... now i can't even walk up to a ho... oh well... i guess i'm not trying hard enough... or maybe it's becouse i don't go out much anymore... i need to get a fucken job... then i could meet alot more people... but i also hate drama... oh well... i need to get my shit straight... i need a beer... lol... i really need to get my tank running... see if i do that today...

gumbii...
wish me luck on the adoption people... i have my fingers crossed...