man... i hate being sick, and i hate sick people being sick... nen is sick and she is waiting to be taken to the hospital... she looks horrible...

i don't know why, but everytime something happens to nena i get worried and sad... i think it's becouse she feels like she is my responsibility somehow... i always tell her to watch her self, and watch what she eats... and now she's knocking out on the couch and i could hear her weezing from here... it's saddening me... why haven't they taken her to the hospital yet... i told her to take medicine... maybe it was my fault becouse i took the last of the amoxocilin... i shouldn't of taken it... i should of asked her how she was feeling first... i rather be sick and dyeing than to see her like this... she's just been diagnosed as animec(sp?)... and i know her imunities aren't as strong like mine... she's really really sick... and i don't understand why they are laggin in taking her to the damn clinic... they asked me to print them out a map and i did... and now they are just lagging... they are supposedly waiting for vaca to come home to watch the kids or something... but i don't think that ass is going to come home for a wile... he always takes off, and fucks around... what a fucken cock...

oh well... i haven't slept since tuesday morning... i am so fucken tired... i'm going to go to sleep in a wile... i'm dead fucken tired... i wanted to do alot of shit on my website.... but meh... oh well... i'll do it later... i got to go shopping tomorrow for a bead curtain... i'm getting it for jose's room... pimp like whoa... maybe... i just made some cash piercing seven people... so i guess i'll get him something and order some needles from ebay... i'm running low... i'm probably going to get like 40 bucks of stuff from ebay... needles and barbels... yay... piercing for life...

i must go now... lates....

gumbii..........