house of... jealous lovers... house of... jealous lovers shake down....... i love this song... why didn't the rapture make more jams... maybe they do but they aren't mainstream like this one...

anyways... like the title says, more drama for my dead momma... this is what happened...okay... this is going to be long... read all of it...

so my sister had a baby three days ago... she's been staying in my house for about a year now... her new boyfriend has been staying with her too... fuck it... he works... but he's been thru some stuff too... he got his kids taken away last year for drugs... and i've known my sister for doing drugs too, but i thought she had stoped since she divorced her husband and lost her first kid too...

so they've been staying in a small room in the back house... she just had her baby, and she got home yesterday... and i was like... where's your baby... she just left, so i asked her man and he told me that she tested positive for drugs and they are taking her baby away... that really really sucks... she didn't tell us anything... so my sister and I had a talk with him, and we agreed that we will try to get custody for him...

my sister went and took fingerprints and told me since i'm going to be guardian too, i have to get fingerprinted... but i don't want to... i have a record... imagine they look it up and see a charge for attempt in murder... so my sister told them that i have my security guard liscense/firearm liscense and she said that that might be enough... but if it's not we might get screwed... oh well... we'll see...

so they told us that we couldn't have our sister living with us anymore, so i had to give them the boot... wich really sux becouse they don't have a place to go... but that's what both of them get... the social worker is going to come to my house this monday... so i have to find out where i'm going to put the dogs (becouse they come in and out of the house) and i'm going to have to put some gates around the pond so they are child safe... i have some kids in my house now, but i've never had any social workers coming over...

they say that she's going to try to get him back, but i don't think that will ever happen... well... not for a couple of years... she has to do 6 months in rehabilitation, and pass multiple psycho evaluation test... i hope she does it... but the reality of it all is that she wont... it hurts me to see how she is, but it's something that she has to take care of... we got tired of talking to her...

this is the second time i had to keep a nephew and raise him with my sister... the first one was from my other sister... she just moved out and left him to us... she moved back, but i still raise him... she can't do anything anymore becouse she got shot in the face 2 years ago and is paralized from the neck down... so he's my son kind of...

in a way i am happy... i don't like kids... but i know i'm never going to have any of my own, so i'm happy with these two boys... i haven't seen the baby yet... i'm at work when it's visiting time, but we might get him monday... we got to go to court monday... yay more court ... we also want to change his name... i guess they were so high that they named him some fucked up ass shit... honestly... i think they named him nalaariam... that's thier names backwards... maria alan... idiots... and i think his middle name is coyoxli... he's indian mexica...

i want to give him a traditional mexican man's name... like marcelo, or demetrio... his last name is going to stay leal... that's means loyal in some indian dialect... well anyways... that is all...

i'm tired... i want to type more shit, but i'll make to much noise... my sister isn't feeling too good, and told me that i get to loud on the keyboard... i guess i get into it, or on a roll... lates...

gumbii.........